Unsent messages to BROGAN

I’m free. I’m falling for someone else and he can’t sing, but I’m good enough for him.

I think about you alot and I miss you, you were like a sister sometimes I wonder if u ever miss me

i never cheated on you, if you just would let me explain. i never stopped loving you. imy b.

I love you brogan, i fully believe there is no other man like you dear

I’ve never loved someone like this before

I don’t love you anymore. I’m sorry.

Ik u well enough to know tht u won't reach out, and ik myself even better- I won't either xo

i’ll always love you, although things are different rn i can’t imagine my future without u. mpe ????????

You treated me as a secret - something to hide and discard when it suited you. I'm scared to love.

"i lovee you in every universe????????????????????????????" why not this one. we did once. where did that love go?

i hope you find someone who is just as sweet as you <3 (and is just as good playing pinball !)

i miss you, i wait for the day i’ll get that message and your love again.

all i wanted was u. i just wanted u to love me back even if it’s just pretending.

u said u wanted to talk about but you never texted me back. why did you have to do what you did?

watch a sunset for me bug <3

i love you i just can only do it from a far. You can do this i promise

I Love You smmmmmmmm but I wont tell u that bc I’m scared

i love you more than anything in the world. please don’t leave.

i’m still here and i’m never going anywhere. i love you

i love you, i really do and you know its hard not being with you right now and its terrifying not knowing whether we will even end up back together or if youll lose feelings. i know you say you still love me and once everything is better for you you wanna try again but theres this part of me that doesnt feel like something good like that would happen for me. you were the first guy in my life to treat me right and even though we were long distance you made me feel like i had a place in this world, you cared for me, you listened to my rants and tried your best with comforting me when i was crying and upset, you always wanted to the best for me, and you never ever made the relationship revolve around the topic of sex which you dont know how special it felt for me. I had never been in a "real" relationship and every guy that came into my life was always extremely toxic and you weren't you were my definition of the perfect guy; someone who had everything the looks, smarts, athletic, personality, and even though both of us had issues and not exactly perfect lives it somehow still felt like we were meant for each other. I still remember the night you asked me out, i remember it in such detail and i just hope that we do end up together again because i know this might sound crazy or stupid but that whole talk we had on a indepth future together with jobs and having kids and what kind of parents we would be and what their names would be on that one night on facetime i want it to actually happen. and if we dont get back together youll always have a small part of my heart, fuck i fell in love with you.

u helped me and built me up to be a stronger person but in the most toxic way possible. u stopped talking to me for whatever reason and left me stranded. i don’t think i can ever fully forgive u for that.

I wish we could get back together. I know its cause I'm far away now and you dont like long distance, but I love you so much

I'm sorry I ended it with you. I'm sorry we didn't get to have another conversation before it was too late. I'm sorry I didn't get to tell you the impact you had on my life without me even knowing it until you were gone. Fly high, heaven got a good one.

I wish you would just open up to me. I will be more understanding now then ever. But if you keep on trying to hide it then things will just be as worse.