I hope you know how much you messed with my feelings. you were the first girl who I thought loved me back, but I guess it was all some kind of "joke". every time I seem to find something new to enjoy, there you are. liking the same thing. I wish I could get you out of my head because I hate you so fucking much. I hope you get what you deserve. fuck you.

hi queen. i’m writing to myself because i want you to know i love you and things will get better. keep going i believe in you so much. stay for me okay? i love you.

Hey me how you doing :/ your feelings are all over the place currently hopefully you’re better by the end of the year :) don’t do what you want to do it’s not gonna help. who knows he’ll probably come back one day very unlikely since the last time we talked in June the last thing we said was good night loser I wish we stayed up talking all night but I was sleepy but oh well anyways let’s come back to this next month :)

Here is a Lilith speaking - to all the people who got hurt by someone with that name: damn I am sorry ! Also to the Lilith who writes herself- are you okay ? Please know that you are loved

I would have shown you the purest form of love if you gave me the chance and wanted me.

the second hand embarassment... baby no...

You had the worst response to having a bad childhood; tearing down everyone who ever loved you.

i wonder if anyone will understand me like you did

i wonder if i'll ever be understood as much as you understood me again

you're a hypocrite I some ways but the best person I've ever met. please don't leave

I stopped messaging back because I realized you’d never change.

i love you so much

im so sorry. you have no idea what i want to do. im so so sorry.

i wish you didn’t reach out, now i have to mourn the fact that we can only be friends again.

You heal parts of me you dont know are broken. I’m still broken but you stay by me. I love you.

I'm grateful for the memories you left me with, but I wish that you would've changed for me.

I wish you’d call

They blame you for leaving them alone in their tears, yet they've never wiped yours. Forget them.

why wont you talk to me, i think you hate me id understand but you wont tell me why. jus send smtg

Why do you always have to act or why do you always feel, like you're in a war.

You and I will always be back then.

I long for you

I am so jealous of your family that I'm greatful I get to pretend to be a part of it sometimes

I hope some point in life we'll life together and I'm a part of your family and friends, I love you

I miss u so much Lilith i still refer to u as my best friend

I hope you know how much i like u. Ure the only person to make me feel this way.

Thank you for abandoning me when I needed you most <3

i wish you made an effort to show me that i was important to you.

you’ll never stop bein my best friend even if we aren’t as close ily

i don't know what you want, i can only wait to find out. and its killing me.

I fear u'll always be welcome to come back

I've thought abt you every day we haven't talked. I miss you so much. I wish I did better

I know it’s been a while but i hope you’re okay, if you call i’ll always answer

Ily so much I don’t wanna lose you pls don’t leave me

I have a big lesbian crush on you, even though you don't have a big lesbian crush on me back.

i still think of you. seeing you smile, even with someone else, warms my heart. love you always.

i’m in love w you, but i can’t tell you cause we’re best friends. i wish it was reciprocated

I love you so much, I want the rest of my life with you. I don’t think I could ever get over you.

I’m sending this to myself to remind me I’m not the person I used to be. I’ve changed. I’ve grown up

You are perfect.

it’s almost moving day. i really do miss you.
but i can’t take it back.

Is it too late

we had our ups and downs but i’m glad your still my best friend.

I want you so bad you're all I think about. I love you you're perfect, give me a sign!!

you’re the most special person in my life. i’m sorry i couldn’t be ready

I still think about how things were when we were friends and i miss that we were happy right?

I know everything you said about me. I still think you’re the most charismatic person I’ve ever met

I loved you.
And that may be the most love has ever hurt for me.

How can anyone be as amazing as you? ilysm

i love you so much i wish our love ran perpendicular instead of parallel