how to start this, well to begin with hey, how you been? I've been fine, ig. Have you found someone who makes you happy? Have you met that special girl you always talked about meeting? I just wanna say I wish you are happy because even though our love was one-sided I don't care because I still care for you. I wish I could've told you my feelings earlier maybe that would have changed something, probably not but for whatever. Just enjoy life who knows maybe we'll bump into each other in the future.

youre my everything, the only support I have, what did I do wrong?

I hate that i miss you this much. i shouldnt, right ? can we talk just once more ?..

I stare at my ceiling and trying to figure out what went wrong. I'd like to think you do too.