hey jos, ik you’ll never get the brains to go on here and read this but i’m just really sorry. you always look out for me and the gc but for some reason i get so ticked off. i think it’s because i envy you and it might just be jealousy. you’re very dear to my heart and i’m so sorry that i sometimes don’t make you feel that way. i’m sorry for always going off on you or being very dry with my messages sometimes. i truly am and don’t know how to stop but just know that i really do love you and care for you. even tho it’s a little weird to say those words or type them out for you i promise that i do. you’ll always have a special place in my heart. if you ever even find this or read this, just do what you want with it.
much love, sarah

I miss your voice your smile. I miss seeing you across the table. I should have been better.

Hey girl, I wish i confessed I was actually in love with you. Never just your friend.

I wish I could have done more to prevent this. I’m sorry. I’ll always be in love with you

i hope we lastand get married i love you

I still think about you. We would have been super close if i wasn’t being distant.

Why did you have to use me? I thought you cared about me. U said u were by my side.

i hope i never lose you, i love you so much even if it doesn’t seem like it sometimes.

Hopefully the next guy can make you laugh as much

I love you so much. You’re so sweet and caring and the cutest girl known to mankind. I love you.

you’re my bestie i hope we can always be best friends

It’s big head, i’ve loved you so much and for so long and i want the same.

i’m sorry for how we ended things i’ll always love you and hope you got everything you want

i’ll wait for you no matter what the time i spent with you was a feeling over the moon

You can always come to me and i’ll be better. You also ruined us and me i hate you but i love you

to myself, i hope life is better soon. holding on is hard when people push you away