i love you, i love you very much. you are my first proper love. you've taught me so much in life. i want to make a new chapter with you and i want you in the rest of my chapters in life. thank you for everything you have ever done for me. you've helped me with my panic attacks and you've helped me to keep living. i don't think you understand how much you mean to me. please don't ever leave me. i would d*e without you in my life. you are the one i want to marry. i want you to be the father of my kids. i want you to be the one i move into my first house with. i don't want anyone else in my life. i want you in my life. just you.