you’re a manipulative bitch and i miss the way i was before us. you took so much of me that i’ll never get back and act like i’m unreasonable for being upset. fuck you so so much

i don’t rlly want to be friends with you anymore
you’re not a good person and you’re completely unaware. i have walked away from every interaction i have with you feeling worse about myself for a long time and i jus straight up don’t want to do it anymore. i know i’m not perfect either but still it’s kind of ridiculous how much i’ve put up with especially in like summer. you just v much have taken advantage of how much i valued ur opinion i think is a good way to put it. we have had a weird power dynamic going on where you could basically tell me anything to do or think and i would, and that included how i thought about myself

questions i have for you

1. why did u tell me you loved me when you didn’t? it’s not like i said it first and you felt awkward so you said it back. you just completely lied
2. why didn’t you say you were sorry before it was five months later and way too late
3. why didn’t you think about how it could affect me when you were basically my first everything? didn’t you think i would get attached?
4. or did you just not care what happened to me and how i felt?
5. why wouldn’t you admit you cheated till five months later?
6. why did you try to make me think i was crazy? literally calling me “fucking crazy” and saying all you wanted were some “receipts of what i apparently did”
7. why did you think it was okay to cheat on me while i was in the fucking hospital less than 24 hours after i lost my fucking virginity to you? in what world does someone do that? and in what world do they get forgiven for it before they even apologize?

but stop it i’m in love w u again help

this is not cool

u lowk flirting too it’s not making it easy on me

fr after all this how do i still feel like this??
prob cuz it never left. even when i really didn’t like you!

why am i like this

i basically told you last night too when i started crying abt it again

i’m so so so obviously still in love with you.
and you literally used to joke abt it
but oh my god that only hurt so much because it was so fucking true