it feels like i love you more then you love me.
this feels kind of one sided and idk if it’s true or it’s just me feeling bad. i love you so much but i feel like you don’t even think of me that much, you are on my mind basically 24/7 do i even cross your mind while you’re at school? i understand the time difference we have but i still wish i could be on call with you all the time. I need to stop falling for ppl who live thousand of miles away. but i don’t like anyone at my school, leyna likes me but i only see her as a close friend and nothing more. I love you more then i ever loved grace and i wish i thought u felt the same. when we speak this all goes away tho. the second you text me all of this doubt goes away. but i feel annoying if i constantly text you. and whenever you get home you always go and play a game and kind of ignore me. i just try and start conversation but half of the time you just read it. i miss the start of our relationship or during when we were just “talking” it was nice, you were so sweet and would flirt. have you gotten tired of me? was i just something you wanted because you couldn’t have it?? or once you started dating me did u realize that i wasn’t all you thought. did you create a fake personality for me while i was dating grace so you liked me?
i just want you to love me as much as i love you. i don’t want to talk to you abt it tho because i feel like you would get annoyed with me or worse you would give me the answer to that question.