Unsent messages to TAL
From: ABC
To: Tal
I've liked you since the beginning of primary. You've always been in the back of my mind, for 10 years. I will never forget about you, you were my first and longest crush. I wish we could be more than friends...
From: ABC
To: Tal
why do people like you so much? you’re an awful person and the worst part is you’re completely unaware. gb was right you are just like your dad. i know i’m not perfect either but i was a lot better before us. you irreversibly fucked me up and stole all of my firsts just to cheat on me. WHILE I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL. fuck you so so much. you took so many pieces of me. my mom still hates you so much. she called you the devil and she’s right. i am so bitter that i will never be the same person i was before. honestly i didn’t realize how much i still hate you until i talked to my cousin. she told me that i’m “so easy to give and receive love from” and i cried so hard. you made me feel hard to love. i whored around, thinking that nobody could possibly love me again. because the first time, it was a lie. that all they could possibly want was sex, so i might as well give them something as a reward for dealing with me. and i still feel that way. any time someone shows interest in me i think of you and i resent it.
From: ABC
To: Tal
I miss the way you’d look at me with those big brown eyes of yours wish you were still mine
From: ABC
To: Tal
i have a fat crush on u but im scared to tell u because ive never been with a girl before
From: ABC
To: Tal
You’re the most beautiful person I’ve ever laid my eyes on. I love your eyes.
From: ABC
To: Tal
Hope you're doing well and living in a peaceful life. I'm your forever fan, Take care. Ily!
From: ABC
To: Tal
I can't stop thinking about the way you kissed me last night. I've never felt that before.
From: ABC
To: Tal
i'm so sorry for how i treated u when we were together. we were young and stupid. i miss u
From: ABC
To: Tal
i nvr told u this before but u made me realize i liked girls… i was always waiting for u to kiss me
From: ABC
To: Tal
so happy we reconnected, i wont ever take you for granted again. i love you the most
