I’m confused, I didn’t want that to happen but I think it had to. Maybe you’re the one, maybe you weren’t. I still love you. I’m ashamed that what people thought, ruined us

uhm hey, u don’t even have to read all this but i’ve wanted to get it off my chest for a while now. Ur gonna think i’m mad weird but i’ve wanted to say all this for a minute now. I think it’s finally time for me to let go of you, you’ve become toxic to be honest, but i still wanted to thank you, thank you for all the memories that probably don’t mean shit to you, but i’m just really thankful i met you. I just wanted you to know that i really cared for you but you made it very clear you didn’t feel the same way, which is fine because you’re obviously not obligated to care about me, but it would’ve been nice. i wish you all the best tho

You’re the only guy I truly loved. Why can’t you see how much I cared about you and how I would do anything for you. Everyone tells me I deserve better but you’re the only one I want. I still love you and always will.

i dont know why i always come running back to you. we barely even talked in person. then we ended. u make me feel safe i have no fucking clue how but u do.. i hope you come back to me and dont make me feel like u like me when u dont:( this is dumb how im doing this on this website but i hope u see it. i think about u everytime i fall asleep:( shits wack imma go to bed now just know i wish the best for you and i truly do mean that

I miss your stupid potato song & that dumb voice you sang it in. check out the stars for me tn zay♡

ur the reason that when every time someone says the words "first love" i get this horrid bittersweet taste in my mouth...

Fuck you tbh. You are the most toxic person I have ever talked to, you are so rude to me when I am nothing but nice to you. You get mad at me for things that you don't communicate to me. You make me feel so bad and guilty about myself (well used to) and now you think some weak ass apology is gonna make me forget all the shit that you have said to me. You dead ass slut shamed me multiple times and you still feel the need to tell me that I show my body too much. Funny thing is, you didn't have a problem with what I was showing when you were trying to get with me back in July or this recent time. You have wasted a whole 2 months of my life that I can never get back. I stressed over you for 2 fucking months and for what. When you gave me the same attention I was giving you that was the happiest I was in a while, and then you go ghost. I hate that.I have had too many male figures in my life go ghost and it brings back a lot of unwanted emotions and makes me feel unwanted. But still, every time you came back, I was there and accepted your dumb ass. Which was clearly stupid on my part of course. I told you that I told my mother about you... That should have made you think "hmm maybe this girl is really the one.." But no, you're so fucking dumb and egotistic that you can't even see the clear signs of affection that I gave you. Anyways.. I can say that I deeply, deeply, deeply, dislike you and you were really no benefit to my life and a waste of time. You brought nothing to my life except tears and you wont be missed. Bye.

i tried getting over you for ever but it’s hard because whenever i saw your smile and when you stared me in the eyes everything just came rushing back.

I regret breaking up with you even thought you expected me to send nudes when I kept saying no. You made me feel confident.

I left you because I was severely unhappy. You made me feel like trash constantly and I am sorry about the horrible things I did but I just couldn't take it anymore.

im sorry i was never good enough for you, but im so glad you're happy now

Sometimes I imagine us as friends again. Not lovers just friends. But I could never just be friends.

i am so scared

I’m afraid I’ll leave this life missing you…

I love you so much! Thank you for being my soulmate! I’m so excited to spend eternity together<3

i wished you stayed

some stranger smelled like you today. i looked back twice .

i think were about to break up and im not sure what im gonna do without you.

i love u sm & i hope we’re gonna end up together cus u truly mean so much to me :((

I miss you so much,I want to text you so bad but don’t want to disturb ur peace and I hope ur good

Hope u take the time to heal for once and for all, u got sm potential baby

i love u my zay

why are you so mean

my soul misses yours

i miss my best friend more than anything

I understand why you distanced yourself. I’m still here if you ever want to come back.

do you resent me? do you hate me? you made me who i am today even tho you don’t know me anymore.

we’re soulmates we’re gonna work out

looking at our messages makes me smile i miss talking to you

i really want you today especially :(

i really want you today especially :(

i love you zay, i always will.
i miss you.
<3

i miss you so much zay

i hope we get to talk again soon

you don’t know what id do for you

i like u a lot but i don’t think u like me

You know I’m still terrified of you.

i hope one day we can sit together and finish our shows

you’re honestly a different person now, i hope you find peace

my moms been asking about you

i love you sm and i never wanna lose you.

i’m worried about you

i miss you pretty boy. ill always love you

are we still friends?

i miss you a lot and i shouldn’t but my heart feels attached to yours

i js wanna feel your love again.

i still add songs to the playlist i made you

i hope you're okay and doing well out there<3

I want you to call. I just wanna hear your voice again

your voice still lingers in the back of my mind and sometimes i read things you’d say and i hear it