I love you, grandma, I will always remember you even if you can't remember me. You are the best person I know, you saved my life.

Of course I love you, of course I would like to be with you, I'm just afraid of you, of what you can do to me

theres a small chance u will see this tbh i hope u dont bc i feel like that would be embarrassing i wrote two messeges one called brently and this one bc this is your nickname lol.i dont want u to see this but i do at the same time idk how to explain it i just wanted to say that u rly made me happy and safe im not the kind of person to say it bc im the funny and (mean) sometimes i like teasing ppl so i will write this idk if u will find it or not . i think i already said it but i will say it again u rly made me happy and everytime i see your text i get exited , i never talked to a guy that made me feel this way. u said u had a crush on me and i didnt know what to say or do so i tried to play it cool, but then u switched on me out of no where idk if it was bc that i didnt say i liked u back? or i did smth wrong? or maybe u found another person better than me .. im just cofused , when u started talking to me i rly thought my life just got better all the pain all sadness is gone i belived that things do get better but they dont im sorry that i wanted attention i just didnt want to lose u im sorry if i ever made u mad or sad im sorry if i text u too much im sorry if i ever texted u when your busy and im sorry that i never said anything nice bc im scared to fall in love i might said nice stuff sometimes but u deserve better. i tried to talk to u in person but u acted like u didnt care anymore and ignored me , and i understand why would someone ignore me , im trying to be a better person and enough , if i can do anything to be the person that ppl love or u love again i will but i cant and for some reason im still trying , u made me think of stuff i shoudnt be thinking of i wanted to do stuff on myself trying bc i said i deserve it. tbh i never liked my name untel i said it , it rly changed everything , youre probbaly playing video games with your friends rn or in collage having no idea whats going on lol , anyways i will stop now bc i feel like im being dramatic thank u for making me rly happy for a moment , i love u and i miss u loser.

Thought you would just be another boy in my life, it became clear that you were not when you told me about your bad habits and how hard life was for you. "diamond in the rough". I still remember those messages. that thirsty gif too.

You were the sweetest boy back then and I feel as if I ruined you, I am so sorry for being a nasty women. I get it now I truly do.
We are both still so stubborn, I may grow inpatient and be the one that comes back. Though I'll hold out bc if you love someone you let them go but if they love you, they'll return. Are we both just waiting for eachother? Are you happy with her?
I'm sorry for flipping out, these last few months have been hell on earth. I don't mind if you don't believe me, I know that I mean what I say and hopefully one day you will too. You have grown into a wonderful man and I wish I had been beside you to see it although I'm not upset that I wasn't, I still water your gardens from time to time.

I've read a few of these that sounded like marriage vowels,
It was cute till I realized that it might not be you.

The unknown is frightening.

I know now not to have expectations on things. I truly have the ability to understand without judgment or hurt in myself because well as the oldies say life goes on and fuck what everyone thinks.
Don’t be afraid to reach out even if it’s not for practically any reason in particular. I see you as a life long friend and nothing can change my mind about that. I still like how I am with you, this time I just respect your boundaries.
Keep your chinny chin chin held high because you have grown into an amazing man and we can only improve ourselves. Don't
give up believing in those dreams. I know you’ll live the life you wanted. if you see this go to sleep it’s late u butt

Stay alive. Your life means the most to me.
If had any type of indication that you weren’t happy I would of been there. I’ll be there now.

i needed to go to be better, but not a day goes by where i don't wish those two and a half years lasted longer.

i hate that i miss you after you did this to me

I wish you would just talk to me.. It feels like you want nothing to do with me

i wish you wanted what i do. i know you still look me up

i hope we meet someday.

im sorry for what i did. it will always be you

oh my lonely sailor, how i wish i was well enough to help you face your storm

despite everything, it's still you.

i miss you and i dont know why i can’t stop thinking of you

Softly,
Lovely.

i miss your touch

Ur the best sun I mean it I love you

I miss you, always, even though you're still here. I love you, thank you for being my person. ☆

idk if i hate you or still love you. just use your voice and text me

why am i still thinking about you

i wonder if you still wears mismatching socks

i wonder if you still wears mismatching socks

i will always be your sunflower

I miss you honey, I miss your light. I’m ready too.
Your moon

i think i really liked you. i'm sorry i left so suddenly. do you ever think about me? ☆

sometimes i find myself missing our friendship, but never our relationship.

I can’t sleep.
Will you sing to me?

I think I know you. I think you’re the one I’ve waited for. Let’s have some fun?

I let you in and you hurt me, as my closest friend. You hurt me. Why?

I enjoyed every moment I spent with you.
I miss those days.

i miss you dearly my love
everything reminds me of u but i feel hurt that u didnt wanna fight for us

I miss you. A lot. I just want to nuzzle my face into the crook of your neck one more time

You have been on my mind everyday.

I never felt good enough for you.I'm still scared of you for sum reason. I LOVE YOU

Text me and I'll come see you

its so much colder now. i wish i could start all over

you were my first kiss on that staircase and i will forever love you. hope you are well today.

you still have my number. It's been over a year and I know it's still you. Always you

I think it’s okay to admit I miss you

I love you, and your boring but comfy room with only one poster.

I miss you. I need to go back soon so I can rest in your embrace again. I’m only at peace with u.