From: ABC
To: Sun
Date: November 21, 2020, 10:21 pm
theres a small chance u will see this tbh i hope u dont bc i feel like that would be embarrassing i wrote two messeges one called brently and this one bc this is your nickname lol.i dont want u to see this but i do at the same time idk how to explain it i just wanted to say that u rly made me happy and safe im not the kind of person to say it bc im the funny and (mean) sometimes i like teasing ppl so i will write this idk if u will find it or not . i think i already said it but i will say it again u rly made me happy and everytime i see your text i get exited , i never talked to a guy that made me feel this way. u said u had a crush on me and i didnt know what to say or do so i tried to play it cool, but then u switched on me out of no where idk if it was bc that i didnt say i liked u back? or i did smth wrong? or maybe u found another person better than me .. im just cofused , when u started talking to me i rly thought my life just got better all the pain all sadness is gone i belived that things do get better but they dont im sorry that i wanted attention i just didnt want to lose u im sorry if i ever made u mad or sad im sorry if i text u too much im sorry if i ever texted u when your busy and im sorry that i never said anything nice bc im scared to fall in love i might said nice stuff sometimes but u deserve better. i tried to talk to u in person but u acted like u didnt care anymore and ignored me , and i understand why would someone ignore me , im trying to be a better person and enough , if i can do anything to be the person that ppl love or u love again i will but i cant and for some reason im still trying , u made me think of stuff i shoudnt be thinking of i wanted to do stuff on myself trying bc i said i deserve it. tbh i never liked my name untel i said it , it rly changed everything , youre probbaly playing video games with your friends rn or in collage having no idea whats going on lol , anyways i will stop now bc i feel like im being dramatic thank u for making me rly happy for a moment , i love u and i miss u loser.