Unsent Messages

Thought you would just be another boy in my life, it became clear that you were not when you told me about your bad habits and how hard life was for you. "diamond in the rough". I still remember those messages. that thirsty gif too.

You were the sweetest boy back then and I feel as if I ruined you, I am so sorry for being a nasty women. I get it now I truly do.
We are both still so stubborn, I may grow inpatient and be the one that comes back. Though I'll hold out bc if you love someone you let them go but if they love you, they'll return. Are we both just waiting for eachother? Are you happy with her?
I'm sorry for flipping out, these last few months have been hell on earth. I don't mind if you don't believe me, I know that I mean what I say and hopefully one day you will too. You have grown into a wonderful man and I wish I had been beside you to see it although I'm not upset that I wasn't, I still water your gardens from time to time.