heyy girlyyy... I hope yk how much u mean to me and if we're gonna be friends, I gotta be honest w u. girl, I love u, yk that but sometimes I can't help but be mad at u sometimes. I wish u knew ur worth and knew how freakin amazing u are! its tough watching u stress out and think ur not good enough but u are!! trust me girl, there is someone special waiting for u and when the time is right, ur gonna live the best life ever. ik ur going thru hard times but trust me girly, there's sm in store for u and I can't wait to watch it all unfold w u!! ur my best friend and sister for life. ilysm girly, stay strong

omg miss girl im back js so i can clarify and clear sum things up. ur prolly reading thru all my submissions thinking "oh yeah, shes def in love w him" i promise u, im not i swear!! im not even sure if i have a crush on him but js know that i do appreciate him as a friend. but i hope ur doing fucking amazing. dont forget that u can come to me for anything. i think this week has been so damn busy for u but im glad u finally got the closure u needed... even if it wasn't something u and i both expected but im still happy for uuuu!!! he's lucky girl. he got almost too lucky and i hope he realizes that bc ur one of a kind sistahh

SREEEEEEE!!!! girl where do i even begin? honestly i just wanna say thank u. also idc if im gone be cheesy about this teehee but anywaysss... ur such an amazing friend and i KNOW you'll be a friend for life. i cant wait to graduate together, possibly go to the same college, and even attend ur wedding. ok, maybe im thinking a lil ahead... but IM SAYING!!! that even after high school, we'll always be besties. u say im a good friend but i honestly i feel like im not. girl, even if i dont pay attention in school, i feel so guilty asking help from u. i feel like i dont listen to u enough. but even tho i can be a pain in the ass, im so thankful that you've stuck around. girl, YOU are the epitome of a good friend. ur amazing, BEAUTIFUL, smart, and so funny. also u better start working on that youtube channel!!! but anyways, im glad ur in my life. i remember in english when u came up to my desk and started talking to me and i was like "wtf" LOL. but that's only bc we never talked and i always felt like everyone in that class was too smart to get along w me. but im glad you and i started talking bc you've been such an amazing bestie. girl best believe u gone be sticking by my side no matter what, theres no escape!!! also idk how long this is my adhd started going crazy. but once again THANK YOU. you have helped me so much and have always been there for me even when we weren't that close back then. i cant say this enough lol but thank u so much girl, you've saved me. LOVE YOU SISTAH

heyy girly? i hope ur thanksgiving is AMAZING so far. i just find out that i might move sooner. i really thought i was gonna be out of this house by december of next year or even early 2022. kinda sad... buutt i take back what i said ab yk who. i like him. i really do. and i hope we can keep talking without idk leaving each other on read lmfao. i dont thik he's the "one". idek what that means but so far, hes been a pretty good friend to me. he has this lil mole on his face and ughhh its just so cute ? lmaoo ok im sorry i guess thats all i wanna say. u should start submitting things under my name and tell me ab ur life or maybe even d***** ? ok girlyyy ill text u later. have an amazing thanksgiving, ly the most and dont forget how amazing u are:))

i wish i could give him the respect he deserves. i feel like im so dry around him but i really just wanna hear him talk. his voice is just so calming sree. ive never felt more at peace. and idk what to do bc i feel like i dont deserve him.

hey girl? i hope ur doing ok. lately i feel like youve been down and ur not telling me everything and u dont have to. some things are just meant to be kept to ourselves but when ur ready to talk im here for u, ok? never forget that. ik life can be a huge pain in the ass but we'll go through it together bc thats what best friends do. ily sweet girl. stay safe. dont settle for less bc u deserve so much more. if ur ever in denial or not sure ab something come and talk to me and ill be there for u like u always have been with me. i truly believe u and i will be best friends for life and it sounds so cheesy but ur the most genuine person i know. im so sorry for being a pain in the ass sometimes when ur going thru it but please dont forget that u can always tell me anything. ill be there for u and ill listen to u. i would literally do anything for u bc it seems like that thats what youve been doing for me. ily babe and stay strong bc ur amazing like that? dont ever forget ur worth. ilysm girly

BITCH I KNOW UR BITCH ASS AINT FUCKING GETTING THEM FEELINGS BACK I WILL LITERALLY GO TO UR HOUSE AND BOP UR STUPID HEAD ASS!!!!!!!!!!!

sree... i know ur conflicted right now but the best thing i can say to u rn is make the right decision. whatever choice u make, someone ends up hurt and it could even be u. but maybe thats what u need? idk. just pls trust ur gut and do what u think is right. im here for u always and dont forget how awesome u are. ily sis, please do what u think is right?

im gonna try to get over him. i dont wanna get my hopes up and then end up sad asf in the end. idk im just gonna let go. plus i havent been getting enough sleep aha so idk please help me, im fucking exhausted.

gahhdayum girl u needa start taming me bc im all over the place ? anyways, fuck emotions i dont know wtf has been happening these past couple of months but ur right. ill just live in the moment. bc fuck worrying ab the future i already know im not gone make it far lmfao but shittt girl its like i just got resurrected or sum shit i need to figure out my shit first smhh im sorry babe but im gone have to be selfish for a lil but im still gone be here for u tho, always?

heyyy sree its almost 830 PM. ive been MIA lately and im sorry. anyways i just wanted to tell u that i found out my FAV character from TVD is a trump supporter irl...?? thank god paul wesley isnt tho!!! lmfaoo okay all jokes aside... i hope ur doing okay

hey girl i pretty tipsy rn so lemme just right down my dumbass thoughts before i do school. idfk whats going on w me. i lost weight. and i found out bc i put on a pair of jeans i could barely breathe in and now it fits like a glove.im so happy so imma krrp soging. i also found out i lost weiht bc i had wine today at finner (2 glasses) anf it only had 12% alcohol but im sofucking owooxy. i know damn well i can handle alcohol really well. ive never been like this, hell i had five glasses of wine, three glases of margaritas and a cuple glasses of jack n coke but was still sober. ig now that im "smaller" i just cant hanfle it that well which fucking scusks. but whtever. anyways im so fuvking tiref but ihave school to do. i shoul dprobably take. anap before tonight but i wwante got say i love u and im happy for u. i never liked D ot B but im glad hes changing himself gor thwe btter. please dont fogrte to stay amaixng and i love u so much girlu have that greatse dnight ever

idk what love is but all i know is that i’m scared of it. i think i love him? but i don’t know. last night i wanted to tell him that i’m in love with everything about him but i wasn’t sure if that meant that i had fallen for him. he told me last night that one day, he’s going to give me his last name. one day he’s going to visit me but at the end of it i told him “no promises” bc i don’t know if we’ll last or not. i’m head over heels for him but idk what to think. so much happened last night and idk if i feel guilty or... actually fuck that. i wanna do all these things with him. i wanna see the world w him. i told him i wanted him to be my first everything and he said he would love that. i don’t know what’s going on but i can’t get enough of him. i wanna grow old w him and maybe it’s too soon to say but in this moment, all i want right now, is him.

u wanna know the most annoying thing... i stayed tispy for a good three hours until- fuck i cant even say it... but yk i think

merry christmas girly ily w my whole heart?? ty for being my best friend i can’t wait to spend more christmases w u