it sucks to want you. it sucks to miss laughing with you. it sucks to be so young, why didnt we meet later in life when we were able to be more mature & honest... now its all ruined and i cant help but feel like the universe fucked us over. love u more than the whole universe. but also hate you almost as much. it’s exhausting. we deserved eachother at better times in our lifes. when i was with you i felt like i was on top of the world.