I was writing these for a couple friends and thought abt you so why not. you won't find this i know. but i'm still gonna write this in the hopes of you seeing this one day and thinking of me, and then disregarding the thought bc there's no way it could be. you gave me false hopes of the future and i actually believed it. you told me i was the only one that mattered and i believed that too. turns out all of it was a lie lolz. you begged for her to stay and i got a half ass apology lmao. it was too good to be true anyways. it just makes me sick to my stomach thinking abt this. if she was everything you could ask for then why would you keep me around bro. i wanna forget abt you so bad ugh

I miss you