Unsent messages to SMALLS

i think of you often. it was nice to have u back in my life 4 a bit. miss you always but happy 4 u 2

You truly broke me.

You’ll never know how sorry I am. I’ll be back on day if you’ll have me. I fucking hate myself smalls.

thank you for staying with me through middle school. you made the hell-hole we call school a little better. i know it has been months but i still stay up wondering why you left. you promised you would always be there for me and now you even don't text back. i don't know if i did something or if you finally got tired of me like everyone else has. i hate showing up to things if i know i might see you because it just reminds me that i won't have the guts to talk to you and you'll just stare at me like i'm an alien. apple isn't who made me realize i liked girls, it was you. i'll love you forever smalls. enjoy highschool :)

Hey. I've moved on, I'm happy now. But I loved you so much - it wasn't fair, after so much time and effort, to not even say goodbye.