She knows how ur hand feels against her body and what ur lips taste like but does she know what ur fears are? Not like spiders. Ur family. Ur abandonment issues. The way were u would only go on pause on ft to text ur family. Does she know u like I do? Does she love u like I did? Was it worth it to cheat?

i saw you touching that girl at that party after you told me you missed me... then you told me to have a good night like i didn’t see

i’m sorry that my mental illness isn’t cute to u... i don’t see myself dating but with you i did sorry that girl from the party is prettier then me wish i was enough for u handsome boy

im so sorry for the way your life is and idk if your ok or not but i really fawking miss u and i dont think u realise how much i loved and will always love u. ill always remember u bubs

I hated my life until you came into it. then you left. like everyone else. come back. I need you. pls.

I love you so much u make me the happiest I can’t imagine being without u ur my whole world like wtff ??

I don't know where to start with you, we're soulmates I know it and ive know it since '19 I could never bring myself to tell you...your mixed signals were THE WORST but its you, it always will be, ill pick you over everyone everytime.
until death do us part...

I so softly take your hand in mine and hold it to the heart who's walls I corroded
with clorox and sugar and the sound of your laughter and every beautiful moment we've shared together.

it’s taken endless nights whilst staring at my ceiling to finally realise it will always only ever be you, wont it?

you’re oblivious to quite a few things but most especially how you managed to save my life. in ways you could never comprehend, i appreciate you more than everything itself. i truly full heartedly love you. thank you for staying.

I knew I wasn't strong enough and it's my fault but I wish you missed our friendship enough to text me hello.

i have a million words to say to you but then i realized you wouldn’t care. i gave you everything when i got none of you at all.

i tell myself i hate u even though i don’t cus i’m scared that i’m gonna catch feelings and ur gonna leave again

Please stop showing up. It will always hurt that you never cared about me the way I care and will always care for you.

fuck you, fuck everything you have ever said to me. maybe if you stopped hiding behind a screen i would be able to describe more about you. yet you fucking blocked me dipshit. you are inscecure selfish, dated your fucking bestfriend NOT TO MENTION I FIXED YOUR GUYS FRIENDSHIP TWICE. so yeah fuck you i'm better than you and your girlfriend let me call her my little slut

I love you so much and I have so many regrets. I wish I showed you how much I loved you and didn’t let my anxiety get in the way of what we had. You will forever and always have my heart, chickens, even if we are no longer together

You broke up with me because on valentines day another boy gave me a gift. I guess you were jealous. Do not worry there is enough of me to go around.

I Really do miss you,you’re the love of my life. You’re my person and it’s not right. You married her. I know I need to let go but you and I know it’s me you belong with. Just know I love you.

you ruined me mentally, i was so happy and then u came into my life and drained me , die ? plz why is there no pretty colour on this

i rlly like you. i love fting with you and talking, it makes my whole day. the one time when we were fting till 12 am just talking about everything in life still makes me smile. i love hearing your laugh and voice. i always laugh at you jokes and i wish we got to spend more time together before i left. when you snap, ring, or text me i get butterflies. i smile at your name and think about you everyday. i wish you liked me back but i understand why because of the distance. you could chat me anytime of the day and i would respond instantly. i've never liked someone how i've liked you. it's different. when we ft and someone else joins i get jealous, wishing it was just us and i'm trying to work on that. i rlly like you mikey and even though it breaks my heart that you don't i understand why. i wish i didn't have to move away the exact time i met you. we could have had a lot of more memories. when we first met and hung out and you would smile and look at me, my whole body melted. and when you ask me "who do you like?" it's so hard to answer bc it's you. it's always been you. i wish i could have turned back time to be with you. till now, i'll still have our facetimes and i'm grateful for that.

We're not together right now, you're far away. I miss you all the time. I made a mistake. It meant nothing to me. I'm sorry I hurt you.

you felt like home , you made me feel complete . you’re the reason i wanted to get mentally stable again but your the reason i’m mentally unstable. i can never get over you. every single time i try i can’t ... mikeybaby ? pls come back ...

it’s been almost a year since we broke up and there r times where i think i’m over u and times where i think i’m not. i don’t really know anymore but i know you’ve moved on and i’m glad.

I really really like you and im so happy to be with you, I love everything about you, I love talking to you. when I get to see you it makes me so happy and I feel warm inside. I haven't felt like this about anyone. I feel safe when im with you. I never lost feelings since the first time, glad we were friends after but now we are actually making it work and im so grateful for that and you. I love you so much.

I think you get off on hurting me. I think you know that no matter how many times you leave, I will always take you back.

I know you’ll never see this but i think of you so much. everything reminds me of you. i keep wondering “if two people are in love why aren’t they together” i know we would be amazing together now that we both grew alittle. i know you miss me too. i wish we could be together again.
if you ever see this text
me...

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What really went on between us . You never made it clear what we were and I would spend hours crying because I wanted to be you girlfriend . I got played for the second time and have no love left to give to anyone or myself .

Why couldn’t you stand up for me. Wasn’t I worth it? Weren’t we worth it? I miss you every day. Please come back.

Idk why you had to lie to me. I'm so fucking understanding like wtf. Why did you make be believe you loved me?

i regret ending things everyday. i can't change things now but i keep going back to our first kiss on that abandoned bridge.

I wish I could show you the real me, but the very thought of vulnerability and love makes me nauseous.

even though you hurt me in the end i wouldn't trade our time for anything. thank you for making me temporarily happy.

hey poop, im sorry that i broke your heart. everything i see reminds me of you, i hope one day i can hold you like how i used to

i miss you so much. you were the first boy i ever dated and you treated me perfectly. i wish i would have seen it sooner how great it was being with you. you will forever be my first love, i’ll never forget all the memories we made and i’m so sorry for how things ended.. but you’re moved on now, a couple girlfriends later, and here i am. four years later, still thinking about you. i miss you gator bait.

i loved you, and still do, more than anything. im sorry for what i caused. ill always wait for you no matter what.

I've always loved you, but it's too late now. I can tell you have moved on and I've missed my chance at forever.

I really liked you, I thought you were different but I miss you so much even though I know your happy now. I hope you stay happy because you really deserve it.

I miss the hugs when the sunset was going down. I’ll never forget that day. I know I was the one that broke up with you for no reason but I regretted it so much, I went back to class and started crying. I was gonna text you but then I found out you already had a new girlfriend after 5 hours. that really hurt and I wish you knew that I was gonna come back to you. I miss you so much and I miss everything about you. I hope one day I start speaking to you and we’ll end up in each others arms again.

i wanna tell you i love you. u mean so much to me please don’t leave me. you’re just different ik u are.

I really do love you, you know. We’ve had our ups and downs but somehow we make it through everything. We must just be that special huh. I really really don’t wanna lose you and I don’t tell you enough just what you mean to me

I know I ended things, maybe it was for the best, but if the world was ending I know I would run into your arms.

You saved me and I am forever thankful that I gave you a second chance. You are the only one who really cares and thank you for that

i’m sorry i couldn’t love you the way you wished i could. i'll always love you. it’s a two player game, after all.

You made me feel safe. I wish I had more time with you. I wish you’d hold me one last time. But in the end you’ve completely broken me. I have nothing left. I hate you.

i knew what you were doing but still chose to ignore it now ur dating her and don’t even speak to me , but you have another girl coming from out of state and i’m not supposed to say anything

I’ll always love you.

some days I sit on my balcony and imagine you there with me, still watching the rain.

oh what am i supposed to do without you?

I love you, but we'll never know eachother well enough. I love you

I'd still be yours if you would just ask sweet boy
reach out please I miss you everyday