Unsent messages to SERGIO

i still think ab u. i wish i had told u how i felt. things wouldve been so different. i miss u

i do believe we are meant to be even tho we shouldn’t be together

im sorry for leaving that summer, i didn’t think it would result with u hating me now

You betrayed a friend of years. I never thought you would let me leave.

i hope you know ill never be able to stop loving you

I just want you to want me back.

I still remember the last night I saw you. Why did you choose her over me? I cared about you

i ruined things for us because of how stupid i was being that one night. im sorry.

I will never forget what you did. A lifetime of friendship. You will never say sorry

i wish you wanted to know more about me

why?

Please. It’s got really bad. I need to call

Sergio I love you. I’ll spend my life with you. It would be nice if you could visit someday

im so in love with you. you’re the most beautiful person I’ve ever met

Pls get out of my head, I just want to sleep in peace.
my meds are not working anymore.

i hope you still think of me, you silly goose

i'm in love with you

You only wanted me for my body but I still miss u

te extraño muchísimo,
no entiendo porque me escribes pero luego actuas como si no quisieras hablar conmigo, no se que esperas de mi

Today after a month I no longer feel anything, in a moment I love you too much. I hope you meet all your goals, thank you for showing me that I could love again

I love your new name, but Sergio will always be the goofball kid that I'm glad I got to know. I love you

I loved you more than i ever even knew. I gave you everything, every literal piece of myself to show you that love & you took advantage of that to only use me.

I will never forget the day you asked me out and how you asked me out it will forever play in my mind even tho we aren't together I will always love you. You were the first person out of my family that i felt truly loved even when I thought you didn't or when we had our stupid fights I never stopped loving you even when you accused me of cheating. My love for you will never stop it was epic while it lasted and I hope one day we can work it out and try to get back together

hey. i know you probably hate me with all your heart. but if you see this, i want you to know im sorry. i will never forgive my self for hurting you. you were the nicest, most kind person to me but i took that for granted. you did nothing to deserve it. thinking back to when we were on call when i broke up with you, hearing you cry, makes me hate my self even more. i was so stupid. hearing you laugh again when we were playing a game together made me want to cry. i hate what i did so much. i really just want to see you happy again. i know its all my fault. im so sorry.

Te amo más que a nada pero tienes a alguien más y no sientes lo mismo que yo por ti en verdad quiero todo a tu lado pero me hago daño al saber que nunca pasará.

you were there for me when no one was. you were a friend to me when i needed one most and u didn’t even realize. Then u left and left me wondering why

Hola papá, ¿qué tal estás? Espero que pudriéndote en el infierno. Dios... no sabes todo lo que sufrí por tu culpa, y lo que me queda, no sabes las noches que lloraba junto a mamá por tu maldita culpa hijo de...bueno, solo quiero que sepas que ya no te molestaré más, ni a ti, ni a mamá, ni a mi hermano, me voy de este maldito mundo, para siempre.
Con amor de tu princesa

im going to miss our friendship. im sorry if i hurt you. and now i realize i was probably unintentionally leading you on that whole time, but i cant lie to you and say i feel the same.

hiii I know you will never see this but I like you, i'm glad that we met. And thank you for everything.

Realmente me gustas, se que no vas a ver esto nunca, pero verte sonreír en clases a través de la mascarilla y oír como tararea canciones, me hace feliz el día :D

Me sigues gustando... ojalá llegue nuestro momento, primero te confesé yo mis sentimientos Luego tu pero ya era tarde ya que me puse con alguien, luego cuando terminé con esa persona ahora tu estas con alguien... te extraño

Intenté todo siempre estuve ahí y aún así me cambiaste por alguien más,por tu culpa no soy la de antes y causaste mucho daño en mi,pero mi pregunta es porque a mí? Si yo estuve siempre hice de todo para verte feliz te perdone mil veces cosas que nadie perdonaría y tú me cambiaste por algo tan simple como lo era tu ex. Siento un dolor muy grande en el pecho

I just had one of the hardest days and I needed my best friend there for me. However you had been hurting me more than you were helping me and for that reason I had to let you go. You probably don’t even think about our friendship anymore.

I want to hate you so much for leaving me and claiming to be my best friend but I just can’t . I just wanna know if you are okay or even if you think about me still or remember me.

I just want play to the Nintendo until 5 am with you again.
I miss see animé with you.
I hope that one day you forgive me :C

I miss you, i can’t lie. Even though what we have/had is weird. I liked you, you made an impact, the other day when you texted me I got so happy, but ik it was all a lie, what you told me, the “feelings” you had for me weren’t real and that sucks. Somehow i really liked you, and still do...i still think about you and it hurts, sm.

Marcaste mi vida con un antes y un después, ahora se que lo nuestro nunca fue nuestro pues que solo fue mío, gracias por lo que aprendí estando junto a ti, fuiste mi primer "te amo", pero también fuiste el peor enamorado, deseo jamas volver a verte, mi corazón roto por tus infidelidades no me lo permiteria

Talking to you like time as never passed makes me happy but then I realize you’ve moved on and are happy with someone else.

I know I messed up but I still care about you deeply and always will. I hope if right now isn't for us then maybe later we can try again and make it work :/

did i say something wrong? i miss when it seemed that you actually enjoyed talking to me. sometimes i make excuses for why you seem to ghost me. i convince myself over and over again that you will come back, but i know that you and i know that that's unrealistic. i hear that you've been speaking to someone new. i hope you acknowledge her feelings and take care of her. im sure she's lucky to have you. the sad part is that we were never together. i am so confused. why do i like you so much?

im so sorry but why put your mental health problems on me?you constantly lied and i cant believe you are walking around like you didnt offend millions and your best friends..never apologize bc i will never accept you to be my friend again

how could you possibly hurt me.i was there for you when nobody was.i was there for you when you were hurt.your mistakes are your problem dont blame them on anyone else.hope you enjoyed our memories.

Yo solo espero que algún día te des cuenta de que te aprovechaste de una niña que solo quería un poco de afecto la cual a día de hoy no puede dormir tranquila

You hurt me. Why did you have to ask? I regret it. You ghosted me a week later. You text me only when you need validation. I still think about you everyday. Do you?

I tell myself that I'm okay without you. That my life would be better without you, but I always find myself falling back into old habits. Listening to your songs, watching the shows we watched together, thinking about how you would sing to me on facetime. Everything hurts, but there's a sweetness to it. As much as I want you to come back, I can't help but think of the worst. All I need is for you to be there. That's all. Just be there. But you moved on. After months of me waiting for you, I thought I was finally over you, but everything came back once you showed up again. But when I told you I wasn't ready to jump back in, you moved on right away. It really makes me wonder how much you actually cared. It hurts to know that I'm breaking my heart every night while she's probably falling asleep on the phone with you, just as we used to.

im sorry i wish we could go back in time and everything would be better, i would know how to handle things, prevent all these arguements, pls come back, please :/

i still have hopes that you'd come back, that all of this is just a dream. i wonder if you still think of me.

You made me so happy, that I always had a smile on my face. I would give anything to go back and relive the time where we were together. I was so happy and unbroken. It was unbelievable. Now I'm just so unavailable in my feelings and emotions because of you and the things you did. I cry every time I think back to what you did. But I'm glad you made me happy for that time period.

Im still kinda hurt, I wish that you would not be the way you are, we could've lasted longer. You broke the only thing my mom thought couldn't be broken.

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