hey. i know you probably hate me with all your heart. but if you see this, i want you to know im sorry. i will never forgive my self for hurting you. you were the nicest, most kind person to me but i took that for granted. you did nothing to deserve it. thinking back to when we were on call when i broke up with you, hearing you cry, makes me hate my self even more. i was so stupid. hearing you laugh again when we were playing a game together made me want to cry. i hate what i did so much. i really just want to see you happy again. i know its all my fault. im so sorry.