Unsent messages to SEREN
From: ABC
To: Seren
Bb, you helped me so much. I wish you the best for the future. I'm glad i met you. I'm sorry i had to leave. You were an important person to me.
From: ABC
To: Seren
When I said I never submit these I lied,the 8th of december did not surprise me, I knew our relationship was dying for months, I guess I just wanted to stay anyway
From: ABC
To: Seren
so strange how we used to listen to folklore and melodrama bc they are full of break up songs that i listen to now to get over you
From: ABC
To: Seren
the days we spent in the yellow field getting lost were the most wonderful days of my entire life, your loveliness dies in the winter and I don’t like who you were when we broke up, last summer was so beautiful though
From: ABC
To: Seren
I wonder if you remembered that I use this? I knew it would come to this one day and I hope you see these and know it is me, I wonder if you payed much attention to any of the things I said
From: ABC
To: Seren
The most surreal part of this is going from knowing you so deeply to you being removed completely from my life, I have memories now and that’s all
From: ABC
To: Seren
Was feeling so dramatic wen I wrote those. Nvm u for real don’t deserve to see all the stuff I just said I’m so glad u never cared enough about wat I had to say to remember that I use this
From: ABC
To: Seren
The way u have started to act to get attention from people is literally unbearable n u give me a headacheZ when u try and do a high pitched cute voice . I hope u die
From: ABC
To: Seren
Sometimes I onky remember summer and I’m like. Aw I’m kind of grateful for seren. But then I remember how actually horribly you treated me and how annoying you are
From: ABC
To: Seren
you said you aren’t good with words or expressing feelings but never used to have an issue with offloading your most disturbing thoughts onto me in detail, even if I told you it was too much. I think you just couldn’t handle our relationship not being completely focused on you
From: ABC
To: Seren
I failed maths because I was at home instead of doing the exams. Bc U were being a fucking dick. I hope you die
From: ABC
To: Seren
dear Seren
it sounds awful to write this out now knowing you might read this but we never talk anymore and I’ll never have a chance to say any of this another time. For starters, I’m gonna be honest, it’s a quite open fact I still have feelings for you. I think about you most days and wonder what your up to or if you will text me, even though you never do. I get butterflies if you message me and I get so worried about what you could be saying. Now you’ve met that boy Things haven’t really changed, I’m so happy for you that you are happy and it has helped me realise that you were probably just saying you’d come find me again in later life was just something you thought at the time, but I haven’t really moved on. Not sure what it would achieve saying any of this, but I have tried moving on I tried so very very hard but after a week it goes back on itself. Im sorry for being so downing on you about things and forever holding you back but I just want you to at least remember the good times we had and that I’ll never forget you or the memories we shared. it’s weird being without you. Replacing you doesn’t work and trying someone completely else doesn’t work - It’s fine though cos I know your happy. I have met a girl who is cool but she says she doesn’t wanna take things further because I’m not over you and I don’t know how long it’ll be till I can be but yeh. Going round in circles. Please don’t let this letter change anything, I doubt it will because you are you and you never really change but it’s worth just saying that. grandma misses you, so do we all. I’ll love you forever.
Love always.
From: ABC
To: Seren
Writing this in the hopes you came on here because you remembered I write these a lot and you’ll see this. I miss you. I cannot believe you’d do this to me though.
From: ABC
To: Seren
I made sure to not distance myself like you did. Because now I know it was all your fault and I don’t feel guilty
From: ABC
To: Seren
if i knew what safety looked like, i would have spent less time falling into arms that thought they owned my body, arms that thought they could do whatever they wanted to me. now i know safety doesn't look like you.
From: ABC
To: Seren
i wish i could stop thinking about you, but a part of me will always wonder
From: ABC
To: Seren
Youre so pretty, I love how I look when youre next to me. I want you forever
From: ABC
To: Seren
that was on me. sorry for leaving like that. it's way better now though. thanks for teaching me.
From: ABC
To: Seren
green is the colour of your eyes, which is what i adore about you.
From: ABC
To: Seren
im sorry i wasn't a better partner. i never stopped loving you
i miss you a lot
From: ABC
To: Seren
i fear if we ever ran into eachother i wouldn’t know what to say or if i should say anything at all
From: ABC
To: Seren
i fear if we ever ran into each other i wouldn’t know what to say or if i should say anything at all
From: ABC
To: Seren
i regret everything. i just wish you were still in my life.
From: ABC
To: Seren
i miss you so much mylove, i cant wait until i see you again<3
From: ABC
To: Seren
I miss you, even though you don’t miss me. What did I do wrong?
From: ABC
To: Seren
I hope your kid doesn’t turn out the way you did. I hope they grow to be kind and not cruel.
From: ABC
To: Seren
do you like me or not? please just ask me out already or cut me off
From: ABC
To: Seren
if you see this ever, just know I’m sorry. I wish we could’ve talk on the bench you built back then.
From: ABC
To: Seren
i love you forever, you are my greatest blessing.
luv u,
pooks
From: ABC
To: Seren
i wish things were different. i love you but please don't love me back
From: ABC
To: Seren
i know it's over but i just miss my best friend. i hope you think about me as well.
From: ABC
To: Seren
i guess i'm probably gonna keep thinking about you. it's tough not to wonder
