From: ABC
To: Seren
Date: January 5, 2021, 2:59 am
dear Seren
it sounds awful to write this out now knowing you might read this but we never talk anymore and I’ll never have a chance to say any of this another time. For starters, I’m gonna be honest, it’s a quite open fact I still have feelings for you. I think about you most days and wonder what your up to or if you will text me, even though you never do. I get butterflies if you message me and I get so worried about what you could be saying. Now you’ve met that boy Things haven’t really changed, I’m so happy for you that you are happy and it has helped me realise that you were probably just saying you’d come find me again in later life was just something you thought at the time, but I haven’t really moved on. Not sure what it would achieve saying any of this, but I have tried moving on I tried so very very hard but after a week it goes back on itself. Im sorry for being so downing on you about things and forever holding you back but I just want you to at least remember the good times we had and that I’ll never forget you or the memories we shared. it’s weird being without you. Replacing you doesn’t work and trying someone completely else doesn’t work - It’s fine though cos I know your happy. I have met a girl who is cool but she says she doesn’t wanna take things further because I’m not over you and I don’t know how long it’ll be till I can be but yeh. Going round in circles. Please don’t let this letter change anything, I doubt it will because you are you and you never really change but it’s worth just saying that. grandma misses you, so do we all. I’ll love you forever.
Love always.