i don't know how to describe this, but you make me so happy, i haven't been nervous or scared compared to other guys. we met last year. we became close over the summer, and i think that's when i realized. you never leave my mind and for once, i'm sure on something. i'm sure that i want to be with you. nobody else, you. but there is always a catch when things are too perfect. you weren't thinking of me. you assumed everything was platonic. i hope she makes you happy. just know that when she leaves, i will still be here. i'm not going to leave you. its weird, i remember the exact moment i realized too. we were at your house, and it was your birthday party. we were walking in this huge field, just you and me, and we were messing around. We kept walking into each other and giggling, and i remember looking up, and my heart fluttered. it was strange, but i remember.

You taught me the courage of the stars and I don’t think you realize the significance of that statement just yet. I love you and thank you for everything.