Unsent messages to DOUGLAS
From: ABC
To: Douglas
Letting you go hurts but not as much as holding on. You are not worth all the tears I’ve cried. I am growing from this.
From: ABC
To: Douglas
i was there for you when you OD i was the one crying for hours thinking you were dead and you left me with no bye you left me feeling like i wasn't good enough
From: ABC
To: Douglas
i cant tell if i miss u or if i miss ethan because although u are two different people the way u make me feel is the same but u do it in a completely different way than he did
From: ABC
To: Douglas
I hope your eyes are still that same shade of green. I hope your hands are still as warm as they were all the times i touched them. I hope your heart still hope for me too.
From: ABC
To: Douglas
If we never end up together, I will always know which ones I wrote about you. You are so lovely .
From: ABC
To: Douglas
you were my first kiss, you know? i just dont know what i thought i was doing by leaving
From: ABC
To: Douglas
I hope you're serious about wanting to be with me. I've waited so long for this
From: ABC
To: Douglas
I'm sure you probably find me annoying, but just know I've loved you since the day I met you.
From: ABC
To: Douglas
when i said that i really like you, i didn't mean platonically
From: ABC
To: Douglas
I saved all the things you typed on my laptop when I got up in class
From: ABC
To: Douglas
I still think of you often, all the pain we caused. Maybe in another life time..
From: ABC
To: Douglas
ur the perfect guy i've ever wanted, i wish u could make up ur mind.
From: ABC
To: Douglas
if you think this is abt u it is imysm i love when u randomly txt me i want us to happen again
From: ABC
To: Douglas
I wish you didn't end us. I wanted to be yours so badly, but I could never be what you wanted.
From: ABC
To: Douglas
You are one of the only people I've ever romantically liked, despite everything
From: ABC
To: Douglas
I finally blocked you on everything and instead of making me sad it felt like a relief
From: ABC
To: Douglas
I love when we talk, we barely just met but I feel like I know you, do you feel the same?
From: ABC
To: Douglas
right person, wrong timing. see you in our best and healed version, as lifetime partners.
From: ABC
To: Douglas
In the whole world, there's no one better than you, even your existance takes the burden off my mind
From: ABC
To: Douglas
i'm so sorry for all the tears and heartaches i've caused. i miss the old us :((
From: ABC
To: Douglas
I hope yk how much I like you and I wish we could be more but I know you won’t take that step.
From: ABC
To: Douglas
I love you so much dear, even if we aren't together i still want you always and forever<3
