Hey Anna, it’s me. You know that I don’t hardly ever dream, but last night was different. You were in it and I won’t go into details because it makes less and less sense the more I think about it. But one thing stuck for whatever reason: in the dream you told me to check the Unsent Project from back when we did this like a year ago. I had totally forgotten about it so I was shocked that it came to me like that. Anyway, I’ve been looking over everything under ‘grant’ since our spat, and unless there’s a ton of girl’s out there who type in all lower case and have something to say about a Grant, I’m guessing some of this stuff is yours. I just wanna say a few things I guess.. first of all I just wanna start out by making clear that I’m not w anybody, not because I can’t but because I absolutely refuse to be. Again I don’t know if you wrote that saying I found someone new, but if it was whoever told you that really wants me out of the picture for good. I know we said we’d take a break but you still make your way into my head everyday (and especially night). I also just wanna clear the air by saying that just because I support Trump more than Biden doesn’t make me some bigot. I still acknowledge that he has plenty of flaws. The reason why I even mention this is because no one has ever caught me being racist, homophobic, sexist, etc because I’m simply not any of those things whatsoever. I think more than that we both acted immaturely in that fight and we both have already come to terms with that. I’d like to have a more structured conversation w you about all this someday but that’s not at all the point of why I’m writing you. Instead, my point is this: I understand now that you got overwhelmed and we did need a little space to come to our senses. Even more importantly, I still love you with all my heart and you are still that special someone to me. I’m going to close for now in case you decide to show this to your friends as some joke, which I would prefer you didn’t. I’d love to talk again soon if you’re comfortable with that and just know that to me, you’re still my one and only nerd.

If you’re the one who said that you have a lot to say but the memories come flooding back, I feel the same way. When you’re ready to talk I’m down.. I don’t think either of us like where we left things off in the slightest. Mine are always gonna be pink btw

part of me is over you and the other part of me wishes you would see what I write on here and ask for me back

I think about u all the time but I know u don't think about me. You make me feel so happy and sad at the same time

i miss you penguin

Thinking about your birthday coming up I wish I could send you something I’ve been making cards

I shouldn’t but I still miss you