Unsent messages to SATIVA

you good bro ?

I miss you, I miss us. I’d do anything to rekindle our love. you are so beautiful. I love you.

I miss you, i miss us. you have the most beautiful soul. hope this space works. i love you.

I miss you. You are the only thing that makes me feel like a good person. Whenever I get those thoughts, I think of you and they go away. Cause I know how sad you'd feel if I left and how you'd blame yourself so I just don't leave. It sucks since you care about me so much that I can't leave. The truth is that I love you. A lot. But I'm so scared to tell you so I hide it until you told me you liked me. But I'm scared I'll do something dumb and ruin everything that we done and built together. Right now we are just best friends. And I want to be more but I'm scared. Terrified even. Cause I don't wanna lose you. You were the only good thing and I don't want to ruin that