Ever since I first met you that New Years when I was 13, you haven't left my thoughts. I am so consumed by you and I have no idea why. We were so young, we didn't even know what we were. Seeing you at school every day for a year nearly killed me. I can't speak to anyone about the way I feel for you because I'm just so confused. Every summer we reconnect properly and I leave that tiny town even more confused about you than I was before. Have fun on your course, I'm sure you'll be amazing. I pray that one day we will reconnect properly.

I can't wait to meet you

Why didn’t you call me today

when will you stop lying?