Unsent messages to SANTIAGO

Did you ever liked me or was it just a game to get to her?

i think i fell in love with you, would never tell you that though, i know you like her more

i don’t recognize you anymore, i’m still in love with the old you….

honestly i hope you make the right choice and stop playing with both of us

wish you would stop your little games

I miss you and I hope you are doing okay. You’re wonderful in every aspect. I love and miss you

im scared and i miss you. i wish i could go back. i love you forever and ever and i wish i didn’t

wish u would talk 2 me like we used to

I love you, its hard seeing you move on

i wonder if you still think about me sometimes

You don't know how much it hurt me to force myself not to feel love for you.

I wish you liked me like you like her

i love you but not the way you love me. you deserve so much better, im sorry

I'm sorry i wasn't enough. I'm sorry i didn't tell you. I just want you back i miss you

I love the fact I found you because of a dorky kids show.

do you think it's time for me to move on?

i miss talking. all
i want is for u to reach out.

I will always love you a little bit, despite everything that happened.

Maybe in another lifetime it’ll work out .love and miss u loser <3

Will you ever love me the way I love you ? Please see me

i still love you. why can’t you just figure out your feelings instead of leading me on?

I wish I kissed you one last time that night

i loved you so hard for so long but you didn’t even care

What did I do wrong??

What did I do wrong?

For you I felt the most heart-melting love you could ever imagine, how sad you were never mine

I wonder whether you were who I remembered or if that person was a deception.

If you pushed me away, why is it my fault

I miss the way we were, but I’m too proud to admit it.

i love you, you barely even know me. I dreamt of you for the first time twice last night

you will forever be my bestfriend

We don't talk anymore but I still miss you every day :(

one day you’ll realize how much damage you caused to me.

Why did you do that to me? please come back

Did you never like me or find someone better?

i love you more than life

I miss us bro

I'm sorry that I left you. I truly hope you are happy now.

de mil formas lo intentamos y se que no fracasamos en nuestro momento. vivo de nuestras alegrías y tristezas; sin embargo, aun asi te sigo amando, te amo de la manera que ya no puede ser apreciada de voz a voz, de piel a piel, porque yo te amo de mis recuerdos. tu eres mi pasado mas hermoso aunque no comprendieras mi forma de amar, te amaba como nadie lo comprende, era tímida, feroz, arrasador y tierna cuando queria ser empalagosa, mi forma de querer era totalmente opuesta a lo que demostré, por el temor a hostigarte.
Tantas formas intente amarte y aunque queria intentarlo una y mil veces decidí darle fin, no porque no te amará, si no porque queria intentar amar a otra persona, que no fuera como tú UN DIOS GRIEGO QUE LO PUEDE TODO, TIMIDO Y DIVERTIDO, EXÓTICO Y EXTRAVAGANTE, MI ALMA GEMELA QUE DEBE SER DE ALGUIEN MÁS.

Te amé demasiado que no te puedo ver con alguien más, te superare se que lo haré pero por ahora te amo.

There are so many things I want to tell you but I know you don't care about them and whenever I do I look like a fool but I need to do it because if I don't I won't be able to move forward, forget you, stop being stuck in you (or the mess of you) or however you want to tell him because I know that ours if at some point he existed that I felt that he did, because he already died, I do not feel the same for you as before but he did not leave completely or I feel sorry for someone else, maybe because I always had the hope that you were going to give me another chance but I know that that will never happen and not because I don't deserve it, you were wrong too and before me, but well, you already chose a long time ago and that is clear You love her and I'm happy for you but it hurts me that whenever you came back I was there for you and I feel like I'll always be there and I don't want to because every time you come back I leave everything at that precise moment just for the fact of concentrating on you And I know you didn't ask me and it's not what I want It is because you are not going to do it but I always choose you and I am even an option for you, you only have me there, you want sex but you cannot be clear enough, you no longer feel anything for me, and that It is evident, I do not know if for you it is a game or boredom because you have everything, however you come back to me and I do not understand why I do not know what to tell you I have several options and I know that you are going to tell me to choose the best for me, but no I can make that decision, the first is to give you what you want and put an end to this that is not right, maybe the whim will pass us both but I do not feel good doing it knowing that you are with someone else and what if the circumstances They would have been different that could be me and that you are failing him, I also think that you can have an open relationship and there I would not oppose anything, I also think that I can do nothing but that hurts me more because I hope for something that will not come , so my last option is to disappear from your life, and not Knowing nothing about you is the most reasonable and it won't hurt you so it's fine, that's what I'll do, it's the best for me.

Sé que tú nunca me quisiste como yo a ti. solo fui una opción más en tu vida mientras que yo te quería tanto que intentaba creerte y entenderte aún sabiendo la verdad, mientras intentaba que tuviésemos algo aún sabiendo todo lo que jugaste conmigo.
Simplemente no me merecías.

La verdad nunca supe si sentiste lo mismo que yo a ti y eso me destroza cada noche, me atormenta pensar que confíe en ti como mi refugio después de darme cuenta que era un pedazo de nada. Además siento que pude ser perfecta y lo intente pero me hizo daño y mas cuando tu me dijiste que era tiempo de tomar un espacio y me confesaste que siempre por esos 7 meses de LOVE YOU FOREVER estuviste confundido y yo solo me creí eso estúpido cuenta y lo peor fue saber que después de que yo te dije que sentía tu dijiste o mimo solo por lastima y que yo era un tipo de experimento prueba de que se sentía ser amado. Gracias por enseñarme que la vida esta llena de dobles caras o de solo personas que juegan con las personas que uno creen que están mas a tus lado.

Nunca me di cuenta todas las veces que te rechaze, no me alcanza la vida para arrepentirme. Solo una oportunidad más y sería la persona más feliz

When you told me it was okay that I wasn't ready, I thought you'd wait for me. I saw the way you looked at her and that's when I realize that it was already too late. I sincerely wish happiness for the both of you :)

Eres mi mejor amigo pero creo que este sentimiento por ti es muy real, te quiero más que un amigo, me he enamorado de tu manera de ser y de todo lo bonito que es tu ser, me es difícil explicártelo pero aquí estoy escribiéndolo como si fuese directo a ti, estoy muy confundida porque creo que esto es mutuo y no se si confesártelo y me da pena que esté en lo erróneo pero te quiero mucho y quiero formar algo contigo, incluso me gustaría hablar más contigo pero entiendo que tu eres así, respeto esa forma de ser pero aún te sigo quiero y mucho.

You were the original. When I have crushes it feels forced. It feels like I'm just looking for a new you.

I fell for you so quickly and every time we talk you make me happy, all i want is for you to feel the same way.

I fell for you so quickly and every time we talk you make me happy, all i want is for you to feel the same way.

I love you, but i feel like you don’t feel the same but you make me so happy and your so confusing but i love you so much.