i think about it all the time. i miss you so fucking bad. i wish you didn’t tell me that you could commit to me 3000% i think about that every day. and what i did to make you change your mind about it. you told me to wait one year for you to be ready and i said i couldnt just wait like that. but secretly, ive just been waiting for that one year mark, i cant even consider being with anyone else, so that one year is nothing to me. but i really dont think that youll come back to me in a year. a girl can hope i guess.

i hope you never forget how loved and cherished you are.

Maybe we could’ve worked things out. I miss you, and I really hope you’re doing well.

i should’ve said something, but i was too ignorant. im sorry I couldn’t be a person you could trust.