i think about it all the time. i miss you so fucking bad. i wish you didn’t tell me that you could commit to me 3000% i think about that every day. and what i did to make you change your mind about it. you told me to wait one year for you to be ready and i said i couldnt just wait like that. but secretly, ive just been waiting for that one year mark, i cant even consider being with anyone else, so that one year is nothing to me. but i really dont think that youll come back to me in a year. a girl can hope i guess.