Unsent messages to RUBY
From: ABC
To: ruby
Date: January 1, 2021, 11:38 pm UTC
i know we didnt like eachother at first but now everytime i see you my day instantly gets better. i hope we never grow apart
From: ABC
To: ruby
Date: January 1, 2021, 3:59 pm UTC
I will never know if u feel the same way. “I don’t wanna be your friend I wanna kiss your lips” I chose yellow because it’s your favourite colour :)
From: ABC
To: ruby
Date: December 31, 2020, 5:03 pm UTC
i hate you. it hurt but i didnt show that. i loved you and needed you. even falling asleep was hard after losing you. i never want to speak to you again. never
From: ABC
To: ruby
Date: December 31, 2020, 3:55 pm UTC
it’s extremely unlikely that you’ll ever come across this but
i miss how we used to be and all the memories i think of when i think of you ,it feels as if you’re a complete stranger even though you’re someone ive known the longest time.i cannot accept the fact that we’ve outgrown each other it’s something i can’t wrap my head around.we meant so much to each other one day and then out of nowhere equal nothing and lack significance in each other’s lives i miss when we lived down the road from each other ,i think we were happier back then but maybe we weren’t and i just have this idyllic idea of who we were and what we meant to each other
From: ABC
To: ruby
Date: December 25, 2020, 7:53 am UTC
hiiii i hope ur doing well. miss u!!!!! merry christmas!! we have to hangout soon and make so many plans when covid gets better!
From: ABC
To: ruby
Date: December 23, 2020, 4:27 am UTC
i would do anything to be living in another dimension darlin. the beach, the green dress, the ice cream shop- to be normal teenagers without fear and pain and fighting. i hope to see you again ruby tuesday.
From: ABC
To: ruby
Date: December 14, 2020, 8:06 pm UTC
I envy you and your freedom so much, but I feel sad that you've spiralled so much. We used to be so close and I fucked everything up, and I don't know why I keep trying to make things normal and unawkward again, because it'll never work. I just hope you don't overdose because you definitely have a bright future. You're so talented and creative and I'm so jealous of you. You're everything I've ever wanted to be. It might be why I've gotten so bitter and distant.
From: ABC
To: ruby
Date: December 10, 2020, 9:11 pm UTC
i feel like you resent me sometimes. because of the forest and everything with adam. i feel bad talking to him like that without involving you. i don't want you to every think i'm trying to steal him. you're such a good friend and if you ever want it to stop it'll stop.
From: ABC
To: ruby
Date: December 8, 2020, 12:10 pm UTC
I know you have been through so much this year but truely from thee bottom of my heart, you are the only one who ca make me laugh as hard as i do and i feel i am my true self around you. I love you Ruby
From: ABC
To: ruby
Date: December 8, 2020, 11:44 am UTC
I love you so so so so so so so much and if i didnt have u i would b so lost. the thought of loosing u scares me.
From: ABC
To: ruby
Date: November 18, 2020, 6:36 pm UTC
You were my first love and you made me realise I'm Bi. I miss you so so much but you didn't feel the same way. I'm in a relationship now but I still love you...
From: ABC
To: ruby
Date: November 18, 2020, 8:02 am UTC
You said the most hurtful things to me. Because of you, I will never let anyone touch me the way you did ever again. I can't even get near guys without having a fear of being judged. Screw you, alien.
From: ABC
To: ruby
Date: November 10, 2020, 6:38 pm UTC
Hey you bucket hat wearing dummy. Love you always. Don't forget to let yourself see the beauty in the world, even if it gets hard sometimes.
From: ABC
To: ruby
Date: November 10, 2020, 12:28 am UTC
I love you alot. You understand me despite how complicated I can be. You are the only one that gets me. I can be comfortable around you and be myself for once instead of putting up a false personality. I just want to be myself yet that is so hard because of society and everyone. I hate everyone. You know this. Everything continues to annoy me yet you don't. I'm so glad we became mates. V
From: ABC
To: ruby
Date: October 28, 2020, 5:21 am UTC
im so sorry, i know you hate me, i dont blame you. i shouldve explained before leaving you guys like that. i miss when we used to play roblox...tell pablo i miss him too
From: ABC
To: ruby
Date: October 23, 2020, 6:50 am UTC
You were right, I am in love with you..it was always you. Don’t fall in love with someone new please...
From: ABC
To: ruby
Date: October 2, 2020, 7:09 am UTC
okay so i basically sorta think i’m in love with u, i don’t know if u feel the same but i’ve felt like this for a while.
From: ABC
To: ruby
Date: September 18, 2020, 6:05 am UTC
hey ruby! i see your reading this, huh? i care about you so, so so so so so so much. you don’t even know. words can’t even describe how much i care and love for you. it’s honestly insane. you are the prettiest girl and the baddest bith i’ve ever seen. i love you to the moon and back- even farther, the sun and back bub. we’re the top tier comedians, never forget that. it’s us against the world honey, us against the world.
From: ABC
To: ruby
Date: September 13, 2020, 9:21 am UTC
why wasn’t i good enough? what could i have done to keep you in my life? i cant believe it didn’t work out
From: ABC
To: ruby
Date: September 12, 2020, 8:19 pm UTC
Your the prettiest girl in our entire school and i wish i could be friends with u because i try all the time
