you've been very quite these last months. i miss our nights talking, our trips and just have fun. i don't know why you're distancing and ignoring

i know you’ll probably end up seeing this, but who cares. it doesnt really matter i guess. it pains me knowing that you could end up leaving me for them. i think about it constantly - probably more than i should, but it seriously worries me. not gonna say names, but they told me you’re over them but thats kinda hard to believe. i know shit has been stressful on your end as well - not just mine. i seriously have to stop making shit about myself. but thats sorta all there is to it, im just worried that you’ll lose interest and then end up leaving me for them. im too scared to ask for any form of reassurance because im scared i’ll end up annoying you. of you think hard enough, then you’ll find out who this is lmao.

hopefully you never see this hh. im not even mad. really all i am is just hurt dude ,, literally out of all times you chose to tell me now ? it would of been better if you told me from the start. i know i said that a bunch of times but jesus fucking christ man - like sure thanks for trying to make me happy i guess ? but dude what the fuck ??? like sure you being my favorite person is hard on your end ,, but bro shit definitely would of been better if you just told me from the start. i cant even blame you though - if the roles were reversed i probably would of done the same. i think at least. but really all i am is just hurt i guess - i fucking hate thinking about it all the time. i dont wanna be “just friends” - its gonna bug me for a good fucking while. like damn bro , feels like i just lost a loved one. is this whats been stressing you out this whole time ? did ur alter cover for you when i they reassured me ? cuz damn bro that shit hurts even more1!1!1! a small part of me wishes that u rlly do still like me back - i hope you make your mind up soon. just hoping that the answers im getting from everything is true - im probably getting my hopes up but its really whatever at this point. to sum it up- i just miss you already. its srsly gonna be hard knowing that i lost you in some way even though we’ll still be friends. it might bug me for months - or however long its gonna take for me to get over you. shit really wont be the same around you. you were kinda right - i do see you differently. i dont hate you - im not mad - if anything this is sorta my fault ? i made you feel pressured to get with me ,, like sure you’re my favorite person but you shoulda just been honest. again - im not mad. just really fucking hurt - you were right about me not being able to muster up the strength to even be mad at you. how could i even be mad ? sure you srsly led me on,, but somehow im not even mad ?? this probably isnt okay - i should be mad but im just not ?? probably cuz i still rlly love you? but its whatever i guess. some shit i said in here probably doesnt even make sense but its rlly just me rambling about it.

I wish I could tell you the way I feel but there is all these people I like too..

Sometimes I wonder if you miss me as much as I do. I'm scared to text you. But, how I miss you.

Your a great sister.

did you feel anything or was i a game to you?

I miss you and I know we’ll never be together again but I still love you

I do love u but now how u want me to

i think everyone should have a person like you. I LOVE YOU YOU MAKE ME FEEL LIKE IM NOT INVISIBLE

I loved u n I didn’t show it because I was still warming up to u. I was nervous. im sorry :(

I'll find you in every universe. i'm sorry this one didn't work out but I will always love you, ml.

i miss you, i wish you didn’t have to change

I hope we are together in every universe.

Come to tree. All the memories are coming back. I miss your touch. Please one more chance

ur cute

i love our baby :)

thank you for being the reason I wake up everyday and always being there for me

Sometimes I still miss you. I don’t know what to do about it. I just wonder what you think of me.

I'm scared that I will never see you again.

Jesus does give his toughest battles to his strongest soldiers. watered myself and saw myself Bloom

I still cry over u, I miss you beautiful.

I love you so much I write poetry about you. I don’t think I’ve ever told you though.

You told me you would love me for life. Is that still true?

Im always gonna miss ur scarlet red hair. Please come up to the tree and talk to me. I’m sorry

Please come back. I miss my red haired girl. Come to the tree. U mean sm to me. Please come back.

Even from so far away I love you like a sister, I'm here always whenever you need to talk

I looked into your eyes today. I miss you please come to the tree. Everything hurts so badly

Please come up and talk to me at the tree. My soul yearns to hear ur voice one more time. I love you

Please Come to tree. I saw you today with someone else. I hope he treats u better than I ever did

Call me. I didn't block you.

I'm so sorry. there's not a day that goes by that I don't think of you my pretty girl.

Im sorry i made u feel like nothing, u were literally everything to me.

dandelion girl, ive loved you since i met you, i know you dont feel the same, but ill keep wishing

ily mostest. You are my whole world. I hope we stay together forever. Love you star<3

Im a lil worried I might’ve scared you away. I really didn’t mean to, I just fall too quick

this probably isnt even your name anymore. i love that you always changed it. kept me on my toes.

I resent you because you never reached out to ask if I was okay. I thought we were best friends.

You're so pretty.. I just wish I loved you too.

My clover, my city isn't as bright when you're not in it

sry for breaking up. but u broke Me in every aspect. yet, ur always be my first love Roxybug????????‍♀️