i know you’ll probably end up seeing this, but who cares. it doesnt really matter i guess. it pains me knowing that you could end up leaving me for them. i think about it constantly - probably more than i should, but it seriously worries me. not gonna say names, but they told me you’re over them but thats kinda hard to believe. i know shit has been stressful on your end as well - not just mine. i seriously have to stop making shit about myself. but thats sorta all there is to it, im just worried that you’ll lose interest and then end up leaving me for them. im too scared to ask for any form of reassurance because im scared i’ll end up annoying you. of you think hard enough, then you’ll find out who this is lmao.