Unsent messages to ROB

u hurt me and u didn't even try to. u just didn't know how much I cared and its ok. but Im sorry I didn't make u happy. But im happy u found someone that did :)

i spent nights crying over your lack of appreciation, and if i said anything, you’d get mad and we’d fight. why would you throw away 8 years of friendship over 1 year of one and off fighting? am i not worth it to you? am i disposable? have i ever meant anything to you at all?

i can’t stop thinking about you... like ever. i want to tell you how much i like you but i know you don’t feel it too. it’s okay. when i do tell you, i can let go.

I love you. I wish the feelings were mutual because loving someone who can’t love you back is the biggest heartbreak. I would make you so happy. color of his eyes. his kindness. yet I know Im not in his mind as much as you’re in mine. Seeing you try and gw my best friend broke me in ways I can’t explain. I don’t even know why I love you. I think I’m more in love with the idea of what we would be. I miss May, I miss hanging with you everyday. I miss before we ever hu because that’s when it was good. I was sure you’d be my first love. I was so certain that I lead myself on in ways you do not even know. I am sorry if you like her better. But I am infatuated by the person you are everything you do. It’s insane how much you can miss someone you never even had

You were the love of my life. You will never imagine the hurt I felt when you left. I still love you though.

I wish I could tell you how I really feel every time I see you but I end up crying and beating my steering wheel because I know you are happy with her.

I loved you but all you wanted was sex, the hardest thing I've ever done was leave you for my own happiness

i miss you, despite the hell you put me through. i wish you could realize how much you hurt me and how much it still affects me.

i think about you every day, i see you in everything. you were my soulmate, i miss you but i had to leave

I’m heartbroken that you left me. But I’m glad you did what you needed to in order to make yourself happy. I love you.?

I’m sorry I never could tell you how I felt. I wish I could have because I liked you I really did but I just couldn’t tell you.

I gave you everything and you broke me. I’ll never forget when you left me, I texted you “I miss you” and you replied “you’ll get over it”. I’ll never forgive you for that.

this is the color of the book I write in every night. thank you for caring. thank you for getting me one every night.

part of me thinks you dont even think you did anything wrong, you left me at the worst point ive ever been

I would of done anything for you , but u used me and made me feel like everything was my fault . It was your fault . I hope someone hurts you the way you hurt me ❤️

I hate the way that when im having a bad day, ur the only one i wanna talk to :( i miss you. come back plz

nothing i say will ever even begin to explain how much i love you. i would do anything for you. i'm so lucky to call you my love.

I think you were the right guy.. but during the wrong time.. now I’m the right girl during the wrong time.

You said it was your fault we broke up. It was mine, I realise this now and how I let you slide away. But. Its. Too. Late.

I struggle to forget the time you sent nudes to another girl but feel guilty bringing it up when we argue because I took you back and forgave you but I don’t feel the same as I did before it happened