I love you. I wish the feelings were mutual because loving someone who can’t love you back is the biggest heartbreak. I would make you so happy. color of his eyes. his kindness. yet I know Im not in his mind as much as you’re in mine. Seeing you try and gw my best friend broke me in ways I can’t explain. I don’t even know why I love you. I think I’m more in love with the idea of what we would be. I miss May, I miss hanging with you everyday. I miss before we ever hu because that’s when it was good. I was sure you’d be my first love. I was so certain that I lead myself on in ways you do not even know. I am sorry if you like her better. But I am infatuated by the person you are everything you do. It’s insane how much you can miss someone you never even had