No more contact ik, sorry. No need to read this, I'm just saying it to get it off my mind: I'm grateful for that night. It took a weight off my shoulders I didn't realize I had. I was sad, but it was truly a nice end.. hope this doesn't mess that up. But, I still feel bad bc... well things got rushed. There was just no chance for what it was you admitted to wanting again. It wouldn't have been like the first time anyway, it's good that it stopped. The chance had come and gone. I just felt kinda guilty for not doing something so it wasn't so much so quickly. Slower, sweeter even maybe? Idk I'm tired. Sorry if any of this was worded poorly, not my intent to make you feel bad at all. No regrets still.
