Unsent messages to RAUL

I just want to have a partner even if i don´t love you at all, just want to be loved, i´m sorry...

How can I move on when I’ve waited 2 years on you

i hope we never have eye contact again so i dont have to fall in love all over again

I miss how you used to talk to me, how you genuinely cared about me, I miss you.

can we try again? i miss you so much it’s driving me crazy being no contact. please reach out..

i love you

i miss you like the moon misses the sun. when you left it broke me, im still waiting for you.

I’ve been in love with you since high school. I wish our hangouts were dates

Ik it seems like idc but its killing me inside. I need you. you're my endgame....

What does she have that I don't have? Please love me back

come back please i’m so sorry

I am sorry for not caring enough when you cared too much.

look at me one more time like nothing else matters.

i want you so bad it's insane.

I want to be the only one you want

I still miss you sometimes

I don’t think I was ever in love with you but I’m thankful for everything.

I really love you man I need you. your so perfect in my eyes.

It's so sad, but while you were home with me. I was just another guest

We will never go back, and that its so sad for me.

We will never have another chance, and it hurts so much

I realized, it too late,that while you were home with me, I was just another guest

I realized, but it too late. Because that while you were home with me, I was just another guest

I wish you could have been my forever...

you were such a good friend and an even better first love I wish you the best

I'll always wish it could've been you and me, but we've both moved on, and it's okay.

Why did you tell her that? It hurt me

I don’t hate you

you said you would never hurt me, but u did anyways

Come back to me... I love you

I’ll always have the crappy tattoo you gave me :)

I hope u find the happiness you dreamed of

i really like you but you don’t even know i exist

If you didn’t want me, you should have told me.

I wanted to make it yellow because you always were my yellow but then I remembered you were never mine.

Sitting on your lap when you showed me the song was the moment I knew you had an impact on my life good and bad...

Ojalá en algún momento lo sepas. No sales de mi cabeza. Lo tienes absolutamente todo. Gracias por llegar a mi vida de la manera más inesperada y sanarme.
Creo que ya no es como antes y me aterra la idea de hostigarte.
Espero que algún día nos encontremos. Te quiero un resto.

Ojalá en algún momento lo sepas. No sales de mi cabeza. Lo tienes absolutamente todo.Gracias por tanto, pero creo que ya no es como antes y me aterra la idea de hostigarte. Ojalá algún día nos encontramos. Te quiero un resto.

Fuiste una gran persona conmigo, te quiero mucho y ojalá no tuviera tan baja autoestima para poder tener el valor de intentar algo más que una amistad contigo

Siento mucho no haber podido expresar todo que sentía por ti, pero antes de poder estar contigo tenía que salir del lugar oscuro en el que estaba metida, lo triste fue darme cuenta que el tiempo pasa muy rápido y cuando menos lo esperaba ya no estabas por ningún lado, simplemente te esfumaste y se que fue por mi culpa

you showed me what love was and how it can change a person, we have both gone our own ways in life and its for the best. i hope you can find someone who you can treat the way that they deserves to be treated. stay safe

I never thought that this would happen to me, to be in the situation of putting another person before myself, begging for love and accepting crumbs with total feeling for something, whatever, not seeing for my mental health and what that it would do me good to continue having you in my day to day, in reality what I felt for you was not entirely love, it was more an obsession an obsession for wanting that love that consumes you that makes you vibrate and makes you feel alive and You were not even 10% of that, you were never what I wanted, what I was looking for but you were there and it seemed enough, despite all that I cried and all that I suffered, you taught me many things, that love is not requested, that things are not forced and above all that love should not feel like that, it is not your fault in reality one cannot force their feelings or do things that are not born because love is not that way, so in the end I will not say that you were my first love but that you were my first experience related to that, and when you see again I have the certainty that I will no longer feel what I used to and in the end I will be able to recover myself, so thank you, you were a lesson in how I should not feel, you taught me how I am not supposed to be Because those hopes that I had so much that you would regret it and begin to value me are slowly going away like everything I ever felt

I’m so tired, I need you to let go of me. I’m in so much pain, I can’t go through it again. I want you back so I can be free, but it’s so hard when all the memories come back. Just let me go if you won’t come back.

eres el chico más increíble que e conocido jamás,me llenas de luz,ojalá algún día lo nuestro sea posible.

i really like you !

I'm so sorry she broke your heart you didn't deserve it. I miss smiling when your name popped up on my phone.

take care.

you made me feel so special and happy for once. i loved you and you loved me. you were my night and shining knight and i was the damsel in distress. i miss you and hope shes happy :)

i never loved anyone as much as i loved you. i know that i don't show it but u mean so much to me and i feel like I'm pushing you away. please stay.

tal vez nunca te lo dije, pero te amo, te amo demasiado, eres la primer persona que amo, esto es tan nuevo para mi, me duele tanto que lo nuestro no continuara, solo espero que seas muy feliz, tal vez tu me olvides, pero créeme que siempre pensare en ti, siempre estarás en mi corazón, lo único que quiero es estar a tu lado, eres una persona increíble, tu personalidad divertida, te extraño tanto, día y noche lloro por ti, han pasado unos meses y aun no logro dejar de pensar en ti, me dueles, dejaste un hueco en mi pecho, siento un vacío, me haces falta, solo espero que seas feliz, muy feliz, dudo que encuentres a alguien que te ame, te aprecie y te admire como yo lo hago, solo espero que la próxima persona en tu vida sepa ver lo especial que eres y sepa valorar la gran persona que eres, en serio te amo Raul, me arrepiento de no haberte dicho esto nunca, eres lo mejor que me paso.

I wonder sometimes why you just left out of no where. I know now that it was the best for you to go. I still ask myself what did I do to you for you to ghost me. I heard all the things you said about me. I didn't know you could be that type of person. You changed me to be a better person after you left. So I just wanted to say thank you and bye. P.S. I'm really happy you left you helped change me and see that things always don't work out.

Neta nunca pude decirte lo mucho que te odio por el simple hecho de que no tengo el coraje de decir algo tan feo a alguien a quien ya ni le hablo, pero es verdad. Te odio. Te aborrezco. Lo único que hiciste bien fue alejarte de mi, gracias a eso puedo ser más feliz sin tu patética vida al lado mío. Y te odio aún más por el hecho de que aunque ya pasaron los años te recuerdo de rato en rato. Eres una memoria incompleta que debo terminar para que mi cabeza te deje en paz pero no puedo hacerlo. No se acercarme a ti y sinceramente no quiero hacerlo. Raúl, te odio muchísimo, y te odio aún más por el simple hecho de que no puedo evitar recordarte. Eres un terrible lover, ¿sabías? Estoy feliz de no estar con alguien así de tóxico como me han contado que eres, pero aún así, quiero dejar todo en un adiós y no volveré. Porque pusiste de tonta excusa tu cabeza/problemas, y si, te creo, porque sinceramente estás MAL. Come verga >:c