yeah i'm back with this stupid maroon color you couldn't even fucking see. sometimes i wonder why you put me through the things you put me through but i can't come up with a reason anymore. i hate you so much yet you keep popping up in my life out of the blue like in a dream or you just text me or whatever the hell and it fucks with my head because even though you gave me a half assed apology (which was more than what i expected from you) i'm still emotionally healing from you. i hope college or whatever is treating you okay and i hope you're being good to everybody around you because i don't want to have to know that there's another person who shares a similar experience with you to mine.

you put me through hell. and i would still go through it all over again just to feel the warmth of being in your arms one last time.

I fucking hate you you piece of shit. I genuinely hate you. I know what you did. I know what you said about me. Look who's laughing now lol!

I love you and I really wish I could tell you.

please stop writing to me. you mess with my head too much. i don’t want to rekindle. you hurt me

I no longer want you and it feels good not to hurt anymore but I wish it ended better

Please don't forget me

I feel you forget me like I used to feel you breathe

i miss you and i hate it

I still think of you every day

Have you forgotten me? I still think about you every day

It's 2 am and I'm crying because you didn't keep your promises.

I still love you, I promise

You make me a better person. Im sorry for all your past pain, let me be here for you.

You took my sunshine with you

I will love you forever. Even if you don’t care about me. Pinky promise.

I won't ask for a second chance. I'll wait for it to be offered. I miss you Hard to admit it, I do.