i miss you. i wish you knew that you were the only one there for me when nobody else was. don't pity yourself please. you meant so much to me and i hate how i can't even build up the confidence to talk to you anymore. i hope you're okay. i just wanted for you to be okay. i'm selfish as fuck. i'm so sorry. i've just been thinking about you way too much. my head hurts. i wish you were here. this is so wrong of me to feel this way, but i can't help it. i'm so sorry that i kept distancing. i feel annoying.