Unsent messages to AYEK

hi, i know that never in a million years that you're gonna see this, but i rlly hope one day that i'll be able to tell you how i feel about you. i swear i've been trying to like someone else, but in the end you're the guy i talk about all the time to my friends. maybe i was still hopeful that you'd feel the same way, maybe i thought you liked me back but i dont even know. i wish i could just tell you that i like you, so i can get over it and move on. but you're still the prettiest guy and i hate myself because ive been so closed off to other people because of one person who dont even like me back.

damn it i like you v much, painfully so.