Unsent messages to PAX
From: ABC
To: pax
Date: July 21, 2025, 4:10 am UTC
All I want is for you to notice me. I hope we can be more than friends.
From: ABC
To: pax
Date: June 25, 2025, 1:19 am UTC
is purple still your favourite colour
it’s mine now and i think it’ll always make me think of you
From: ABC
To: pax
Date: May 12, 2025, 12:04 am UTC
(I know you're gonna see this eventually but) I feel the safest I've ever been with you
From: ABC
To: pax
Date: April 28, 2025, 5:52 am UTC
i miss you so much it hurts; i’m sorry i hurt you. i still miss you
From: ABC
To: pax
Date: February 18, 2025, 3:28 am UTC
i know that our friendship won’t last and will hurt when it falls apart but ik I can’t do anything
From: ABC
To: pax
Date: January 25, 2025, 8:30 am UTC
Life became awful when u cut me off, but it got so much better later. hope things got better 4 u 2
From: ABC
To: pax
Date: January 11, 2025, 2:23 am UTC
You're my bff and my Lovebug. You're amazing to me. (≧▽≦)
From: ABC
To: pax
Date: December 6, 2024, 8:25 am UTC
I’m over it now but sometimes I still kinda wish you loved me
From: ABC
To: pax
Date: October 28, 2024, 3:23 am UTC
I’d choose you to be my best friend in every life time, I love you so much <3
From: ABC
To: pax
Date: August 3, 2024, 4:18 am UTC
i always loved you, i was just scared you didnt feel the same
From: ABC
To: pax
Date: July 15, 2023, 9:13 pm UTC
you hurt me way more than you’ll ever realize
From: ABC
To: pax
Date: December 30, 2020, 7:02 am UTC
You remain one of my best friends, and yet I constantly think about what could happen if we were more. You're one of the only people to have truly understood me. And to know is to love. But it's always been one sided. I love you
From: ABC
To: pax
Date: December 14, 2020, 1:36 pm UTC
you seem like such a cool person and i rly wanna be friends with you but im too scared to hit you up-tacoamigos btw im also 17 and like to skate
From: ABC
To: pax
Date: December 7, 2020, 4:27 am UTC
hey paxton,
I just wanted to tell you that I miss you like crazy, and there isn't 1 day that goes by that I don't think of you and that I miss you. when we broke up, a piece of my heart went with you. I know ill never get it back, cause were probably never gonna get back together. we never talk anymore, and that makes me sad. please, take care of yourself. i love you, always.
From: ABC
To: pax
Date: November 12, 2020, 8:38 am UTC
There are things that have become clear to me today. Paxton, you are emotionally suppressed and debilitated by your wish to be an apathetic loser. The problem is, you will never be able to run away from the thoughts in your head or the feelings in your heart. The mindset that you have taken on is closed off and reserved. This is no way to live a fulfilling life which is something I know you want. Though you claim you have many friends, you have not one person in your life that you could truly open up to right now. You might think you like it that way but only scared people think that. You know you are sad and broken. Stop trying to build up walls that wont block you from the rain. I love to feel deeply and I am a person who embraces the rain. People like you who put up fake walls, will not be barriers to my rain dances. I will live my life with love, light, and hard emotions. You are clearly incapable of doing that. You search for validation in Flynn’s fucked up outlooks and you constantly pretend to be ok. To grow up means to learn that life is not easy and it is ok to not be ok. Though i learned that far too young, it has just made me pursue my authentic self more. You can keep pushing me away but you're only hurting yourself. Don't call me when you realize this. Instead, I want you to reflect on your warped and detached thought process. I hope that from that moment on you decide not to drag people who love you into your rollercoaster of immaturity. Best of luck on your search for me in every person you meet.
