i hate how we're strangers now. and the way i talked about you too, i was so certain. it's all gone now tho and for what. i'll love you always parky. :(

i can't let go, idk if i'll ever be ready to. maybe that's a sign we'll meet again. i love you forever parky:(

i miss the person you used to be, so much. i don't know who you are now and it took me a couple years to realize you weren't the same. yesterday was your birthday and i'm proud of myself for not texting you. I just wish you never changed.

why do you never say sorry? i’m always changing myself for you and i never get shit in return. i trust you but obviously you can’t do the same back.

god we don’t even talk but i swear you’re always on my mind. you were the first girl i liked. i tried to talk to you but you’re dry. you probably think i’m annoying but it’s whatever, i tried. either way i could never replace ur ex :,)

too much time has gone by. its sad. we are getting old and now I have to grow without you. we used to be so in love. so in love. I hope you're happy.

when you left i wanted to leave too. i was so hurt and i let you keep hurting me by forgiving you every time you came back. but what you don’t know is that the more i forgave you, the less i loved you at the end of the day. i slowly fell out of love and quickly forgot how to love. theres a saying, it says the day he loves you the most, you won’t love him at all. and im sorry park but i don’t love you anymore. im not inlove with you anymore and it feels great. but because of you i can’t love anyone.

I’m sorry I left you without a warning. I’m sorry that I didn’t tell you I love you when I had the chance.

why'd you have to leave me all alone in this cold world? i miss you. i wish you were here to tell you it'll all be okay. but you were taken just too early

It really hurt to see you leave and find someone new so fast.. I doubt you’ll come back, but it be nice if you did..

u said that God put me in ur life and I guess I thought that meant I was supposed to stay. u were my strongest feeling

I never felt so strongly about a person the way I felt about you. And I wish that I could've been courageous enough to really sit down and tell you the way I felt about you. I'm not sure if it was love but I used to pray for you every night like you were family. now all you do is show up in my dreams and hold me. You're the reason I can't go without hugs, i'm just steadily chasing after the way yours felt.

hi. i am so fascinated by you. the way you talk, your humor, everything. to me, you are the literal definition of perfect. you are not one of, but the best person i have ever met. every time we talk, i get butterflies in my stomach. when we fall asleep together on call, i cant help but think about being in your arms. i love you. i love you so much. you have no idea how much i want to tell you how much i love you. hopefully one day i will. until then, you are my best friend, and you are everything to me. maybe we can be more someday.

u treat me like shit everyday and dont realise how much u tear me down and hurt me, and even though ur so toxic i still love u constantly.

i still really like you even though it’s been 3 yrs... i should have waited for you and i’m sorry... i wish you would’ve given us a chance

i loved you i think, not in an fully romantic way, j just loved your presence, the way you reassured me when i got nervous, how we could talk for hours about nothing, how you felt safe. you were once and maybe still are a home to me, i want you to know that

Watching you fall in love with my best friend was the hardest thing I could've gone through. At least you guys are happy now.

i know you don’t even not this site exists but i need to get it out. i’m in love with you completely, but u don’t feel the same way. you’re different from when you were with her. you were always so fun, you lost your spark and i know it’s because she broke your heart. anyways i hope you’re doing good. if you ever see this, facetime me lmao. love A

just realized u gave me the same necklace u gave ur ex gf. what the fuck?? also you're a shitty person, fuck you :)

you guys are over and I'm still here and I don't know why I stay because even though I love you... we are just friends right? except when you want to be more just not in the ways that matter.

I love you and I promise no matter what I'll never leave you like everyone else does. You deserve the world

i still think about you after over a year. you destroyed me. i gave you all i had to give and you took but gave nothing. i wish i never met you.

Its been three years being seperated. Im in a happy committed relationship but I still think about you sometimes. How you're doing, how your life is, etc. I love my relationship and im very happy but it isn't the same as you. You hurt me so bad but I loved you so much. You were my soulmate, my first love. You broke me and it took me a really long time to get over it. It really hurt me but im happy now and I know my worth. I do miss you sometimes but I hope youre doing okay without me.

Hey remember 7th grade when we were really close? Remember when you told me you had a crush on me and so did I but I hid it cuz I knew about B.P. and his “game”. I thought who could have a crush on me? I still dont know if you actually liked me. Like actually truly loved me. I guess I’ll never know. What I do know is that you were a player alright. You played me really bad and everyone I know knows about it. I also know about that group chat and I have read all the horrible things you have said. sorry not sorry if you still like me even if we haven't seen each other in a year. Maybe your heart will stop when you see me at school again, maybe it wont, maybe it never did. Who cares though I’m over you even if a teeny tiny piece of my brain still thinks about you I found other people that actually pay attention to me and acknowledge that I am a human with feelings. If you want to be friends with me again then you have to prove your friendship to me. I am not going down the road you drove me too again. I cant handle it.
- Once your Avocado

I can't believe I still miss you sometimes. You've moved on, but so am i now. I hate it but there will always be a part of me in you.

You made me realize what a toxic person was, and I want to stop being friends, but I can't do that to you

i'll never forget the color of your pretty blue eyes. they've always lit up when you smiled, although that wasn't too often.

hey girl! i remember when i used to like u bad idea not good but we've been close friends since like seventh grade a little on and off so its okay lololol but now were besties and im glad were only friends lmfao

hey! lmao buttttttttttttttt im sorry i cut you off you last year after winter break ? im happy we started over this year,ur actually fun to talk to and a good person um ur personality and humor is good i hope we can be friends for a long time!!! k bye

I like you alot, I know I don't like me back but that's okie I'll still luv ya tho friend :>
わたしは、あなたを愛しています

I love you actually, I was confused for a moment but right when I clicked submit I realized it was deeper than that but like I said you don't have to love me back because its no matter in used to it haha anyways if you ever see this how are your cosplays? Dm me in 20000 years :>
By A or K
P.S, im still confused about my gender so that's my boy name and girl name hehe

I’m glad you’re happy with her. But I still am mad you left me for your best friends girlfriends sister.

You shattered my heart, but you also taught me what being in love feels like, and I'll forever be grateful for you.

I used to think I just liked the idea of you but I’ve come to realize I love all of you. Proud of who you’ve become.

I miss you but i’m scared to tell you that. i care about you a lot and i’m sorry i can’t show that to you i’m just worried you won’t like me

i miss you. we used to be such good friends and i really liked you. what happened? why did you start ignoring me? was i not good enough?

i still love you. and i know this is the shittest time possible for you. but you talked about how your old distant friend now new close friend has been flirty and i can’t take it. that’s why i get so defensive. i don’t want you getting hurt but also. i don’t know that i can sit here and watch you talk to one more girl. god after that one football game last year in september. yeah, last year, september, when you facetimed me after we had hung out at the game. it was like a flashback. when i was telling you about that thing that came up in my “one year ago today,” it was me talking about how much i missed you. it’s been going on for so long now and i was never good enough to you because i have the stupidest way of showing my emotions. but oh my god i think about you all the time. every time i watch national lampoons christmas vacation. every time i think about the song perfect by ed sheeran bc of one stupid car ride. every time i see your mom. every time i think about or see purdue or the browns or the red wings or wolves. or swim meets because of 8th grade going so i could see you. or baseball. all of that. and i know i broke up with you. but that’s because i felt pressure to do it, from people around me. i’m glad we both had that time away from each other to grow. and i am so thankful we reconnected because you are such an amazing person to have around. you are so caring and so compassionate and i honestly don’t know what i did to get someone like you in my life but i’m glad you’re here. and i know that you see me in a friend way, but i can’t help but to wonder if any feelings that aren’t friendship are still there. you were my first boyfriend, i was your first girlfriend. i don’t know maybe it was the way that you were able to just move on that got to me but i remember seeing you with kennedy that first time. jealousy. i was mean about it because i didn’t want to admit i was jealous. but i was. hell i still am. when you talk about talking to other girls even though i have no reason to get jealous because it’s been 2 years and it was my doing, i still get jealous. i think it’s because i’m still stuck on you and i don’t know why. i’ve had multiple talking stages. but i never keep the feelings. i always end up thinking about you and i know it’s stupid. i do. i get it. but it’s the truth. i think about your goofy ass self, how passionate you are, how genuinely sweet and caring, gentle in like a protective way, nice, funny, and just all around amazing you are. not to mention that i’m still so attracted to you (not that that matters). and you are insanely smart and talented and you care about school which is one of the things i love about you. the fact that you care about that stuff. you’re an insanely talented writer and i love how excited you get watching other people get into it when they read it. we’ve talked about how much i’ve changed as a person before and i’m so glad you noticed that because i was never as good to you as i should’ve been in the past. and i know this is really sudden and i don’t know if you ever got the vibe or notion that i might feel this way but yeah. and if you don’t feel the same way.... just say so. i can take it i promise. i’ve sat back and watched and been there as a friend for about a year now. i can keep doing it. and i want to. because if you don’t feel the same i don’t want this message to take any toll on our friendship. because i really do cherish it and i’m really glad we’ve gotten close again. but on the other hand. if by any chance you do feel the same in the slightest. please tell me. i don’t know where that leaves us. but please tell me. i just need to know if i overreact about stuff or if there’s any chance that you still have the slightest feelings for the girl you met in 8th grade. we’ve both changed a lot for the better. especially me, i’m more self aware now and can recognize how what i say can affect other people which i was terrible at back then. all this to say if there is any possibility that you’d think about giving me another chance please tell me. like i said i have no idea where that leaves us and i know this is a really weird vulnerable time for you and i want you to take as long as you need on this. i don’t want you thinking that i’m taking advantage of your situation either. it’s just not that you’re talking about this girl, i don’t wanna sit back and see you get with someone else and wonder “well what if i had said something?” you know? but just, think about it. once again, if you don’t feel the same, forget this message ever existed, and we’ll just stay good friends like we are. because i’d rather have you like that than not at all. but if you do feel a little bit the same, let’s talk about it. because i want you for worse or for better. no matter what, i love you ______ ________, even just as my friend. we’re always gonna have a special kinda bond even if that’s just as friends.

I know that we are better as friends but it still hurts not being able to tell you how I really feel.

Fuck you. Seriously fuck you. You are scum. You do not deserve anything good in your life. You hurt me. I was a child and you manipulated me. Don't try to find me. Don't try to contact me ever again.

fuck you. you hurt me over and over and I hate you for it but somehow every time I see you or talk to you im weak. fuck you because I love you.

I haven’t talked to you personally for like 2 years and yet you’re still on my mind everyday. everyday since you handed me that little slip of paper saying “I like you” back when we were kids. I know we’re older now but I still think about you that way. I think I really like you. I sound like a kid lmao but I really do and we haven’t even talked to each other in 2 years. you just seem perfect. ah, well, I said seem. maybe you aren’t. but right now, I get to think what I want.

u taught me a lot. i learned abt bullshit lies. i learned more abt broken promises. i learned how to hold back tears. i learned to force myself to get up in the morning. i learned that i love you is just a word. i learned to love myself most importantly..thank you for being my first. it took awhile to move on but i’m okay now. thank u for the lessons.

i cant stop thinking about how you ruined my 2020. i expect a whole ass apology because reality just hit me like a truck, fuck you. seriously :/

You were my everything and you told me i was your everything but you lied cause i wasn’t your everything whatever blonde bimbo cheerleader you were screwing with was your everything and despite how much i wish i could forget you i don’t think i ever will cause you were my first love and some part of me
will always love you

After four years of hurt from you I’m finally fully healed on my own and I learned what real love is with someone new

The first time we met it went awfully wrong, but I was actually trying to be kind to you and you realised that. Later you apologised to me and we became friends. I'm sorry for the wait now.

I am so unbelievably sorry for not being able to hold but I lost myself and I could hurt you or drag you down with me as I was already so far gone. I wish we could speak again I miss you every day and I love you with all my heart darling. You deserve the world of happiness I am so sorry I couldn’t give you that :( Thank you for easing the pain for awhile my love I will never be more grateful for that. No matter if we are strangers or not now you still mean the world to me I love you fannybrain x

I should’ve stayed up to tell you I loved you. It hurts thinking we will probably never have another chance together.

i shouldn’t have stuck around after you treated me like that, but it’s whatever cause now it just feels normal to me. i’m used to it.

They say your heart belongs to the one you look for in a crowded room. I always looked for you, did you ever look for me?