From: ABC
To: paige
Date: October 16, 2023, 10:49 pm UTC
i miss you i hope you’re doing okay my love
From: ABC
To: paige
Date: October 14, 2023, 12:30 am UTC
i wish we could’ve have waited to be tg. now we’re just friends but strangers
From: ABC
To: paige
Date: October 12, 2023, 1:53 am UTC
i miss you and i wish you wanted to be friends as much as i do
From: ABC
To: paige
Date: September 26, 2023, 3:15 am UTC
I don't miss you. I don't miss what we had. Go back to Cali.
From: ABC
To: paige
Date: September 25, 2023, 3:23 am UTC
you're not the kind of person you find twice. i love you sm princess.
From: ABC
To: paige
Date: September 20, 2023, 8:14 am UTC
you saved my life and i hope to heal yours
From: ABC
To: paige
Date: August 29, 2023, 11:42 am UTC
I don’t understand you, why did you become friends with him?
From: ABC
To: paige
Date: August 29, 2023, 6:53 am UTC
i’m sorry i left but it was for the best. nothing but love.
From: ABC
To: paige
Date: August 26, 2023, 10:43 pm UTC
we both know it will never be over. i love you forever x
From: ABC
To: paige
Date: August 23, 2023, 2:36 am UTC
i miss you so much
i hope one day you’ll miss me too
From: ABC
To: paige
Date: August 22, 2023, 11:52 pm UTC
i love you in a way i’m not supposed to
From: ABC
To: paige
Date: August 10, 2023, 6:38 am UTC
At this point I don't even think you like anymore.
From: ABC
To: paige
Date: August 3, 2023, 3:39 am UTC
you made me question if any love i had before you was real
From: ABC
To: paige
Date: August 2, 2023, 2:39 am UTC
i wish you put in a little bit more effort
From: ABC
To: paige
Date: July 31, 2023, 3:27 pm UTC
i just want to feel like you see how hard i’m trying
From: ABC
To: paige
Date: July 20, 2023, 11:19 pm UTC
I hate that you’re friends with him knowing what he’s done
From: ABC
To: paige
Date: July 18, 2023, 1:39 am UTC
i wish i would’ve kissed you at that dance.
From: ABC
To: paige
Date: July 12, 2023, 10:38 pm UTC
you never even apologised for walking out on us. how could you?
From: ABC
To: paige
Date: July 12, 2023, 10:19 am UTC
i will learn to u one day pls just be patient
From: ABC
To: paige
Date: January 15, 2021, 8:35 pm UTC
i don't want to but, i'm gonna back off. you make it seem like i should. but i'll always be here, always.
From: ABC
To: paige
Date: January 15, 2021, 3:28 pm UTC
i replay the first time you said i love you over and over again bc i’m scared i’ll never hear it again
From: ABC
To: paige
Date: January 13, 2021, 10:21 am UTC
you're my meaning to life as a whole. and my inspiration to keep that life going. you make me feel ways i never could any other way. im addicted to you. you've got my heart in your hands, paige. please handle it well. im in this for life so long as you are. I am so committed to you. I'd give you my life if you asked for it. please never forget.
From: ABC
To: paige
Date: January 13, 2021, 12:42 am UTC
Thanks for leaving me for a fucking boy You broke my fucking heart after years of friendship. fuck you
From: ABC
To: paige
Date: January 12, 2021, 1:22 am UTC
i go to text you so many times throughout the day and have to stop myself. you're still the only person i want to tell everything to.
From: ABC
To: paige
Date: January 11, 2021, 10:12 pm UTC
i still have st. louis in my weather app so i can see if it's supposed to snow bc i know you love when it does
From: ABC
To: paige
Date: January 11, 2021, 6:55 am UTC
i miss you. i know you have a bf now and he’s who you talk to. you don’t really need to talk to me anymore now. but i’m still here. and i love you and i miss you. please talk to me regularly again
From: ABC
To: paige
Date: January 10, 2021, 10:28 pm UTC
last one for the day, i promise. i just want you to know how amazing you are. you blame yourself a lot for things that you dont need to beat yourself up over. you're the most amazing person i've ever met, and you probably just thought "thats a lie", but i promise you p, its not. im thankful for any of the time we've had together, and whatever happens with us in the future. i'm always proud of you, and forever in your corner. send me an imessage game or something
From: ABC
To: paige
Date: January 10, 2021, 7:31 pm UTC
p, just tell me what you want. please. i’m begging you. even if it’s not what i want to hear. just say it.
From: ABC
To: paige
Date: January 10, 2021, 6:02 pm UTC
I think we’re growing apart, we’re just on 2 different paths. But that doesn’t mean I will ever stop loving you, I just can’t offer the same level of support you need, I’m just drained from the cycle we exist in
From: ABC
To: paige
Date: January 7, 2021, 9:55 am UTC
i just want to be little again when everything was simple and you had long hair and a mole on your nose and i knew you and i loved you.
From: ABC
To: paige
Date: January 4, 2021, 3:15 am UTC
I love that I have you in my life, but sometimes the way that you speak is very condescending. I know that I am not perfect but I wish you would stop pointing those flaws out.
From: ABC
To: paige
Date: January 3, 2021, 2:57 am UTC
fuck u for taking the one guy i ever wanted, u didn’t even want him or love him as much as i did. i hate u for hurting people and manipulating him.
From: ABC
To: paige
Date: December 21, 2020, 7:57 pm UTC
car-rides, rainy nights, music, tea, mcdonalds unsalted fries, tears, laughters but mostly a priceless friendship.
From: ABC
To: paige
Date: December 21, 2020, 4:31 pm UTC
no one is to blame but myself but i still wish you told me before you did it. i am very much still absolutely infatuated with you.
From: ABC
To: paige
Date: December 15, 2020, 5:51 pm UTC
I wish we had met at a different part of my life. I wouldn't have been so confused and we would've been so happy.
From: ABC
To: paige
Date: December 14, 2020, 5:31 am UTC
how come i care so deeply for you still to this day even though you showed me over and over you don't care back
From: ABC
To: paige
Date: December 13, 2020, 8:41 am UTC
you need braces and your freckles are ugly. if i had the chance to beat the fuck out of you id do it in a heart beat. oh and how’s the hand me down dick treating you? ugly whore.
-you know who.
and NO i do NOT want your bf.
From: ABC
To: paige
Date: December 7, 2020, 4:41 pm UTC
you're my best friend. its always very easy to talk to you, we just understand each other too well. I love you im sorry if i dont show it enough
From: ABC
To: paige
Date: November 25, 2020, 6:18 am UTC
i did not deserve any of the pain you caused me. I am yet to get a apology. Its like youve gotten away with it. You have not.
From: ABC
To: paige
Date: November 22, 2020, 8:49 am UTC
thank you for being you. you made me feel at home. it hurts knowing youre with him rn. but you'll always be my princess.
From: ABC
To: paige
Date: November 22, 2020, 4:38 am UTC
i was oblivious until you told me, but i think subconsciously part of me knew. i care about you so much
From: ABC
To: paige
Date: November 19, 2020, 1:30 am UTC
This letter is adressed to you but the "first love" is myself. Im apologizing to myself for letting you bully me for four years and make me cry myself to sleep to the point I couldnt handle it on my own anymore. Im apologizing to u because Im sorry the only way you felt fit to gain popularity was to push me back further into the ditch. Dear self, Finally, for the first time in a long time, I love you.