I still love you. I never stopped I’m just a dick and I’m sorry. I hope you do well in your new relationship

i miss you. i know you have a bf now and he’s who you talk to. you don’t really need to talk to me anymore now. but i’m still here. and i love you and i miss you. please talk to me regularly again

I wish we had met at a different part of my life. I wouldn't have been so confused and we would've been so happy.

I actually really do miss you. I know we talk now, but having a casual conversation in class isn't the same as being best friends, you know?

i still have st. louis in my weather app so i can see if it's supposed to snow bc i know you love when it does

i go to text you so many times throughout the day and have to stop myself. you're still the only person i want to tell everything to.

fuck u for taking the one guy i ever wanted, u didn’t even want him or love him as much as i did. i hate u for hurting people and manipulating him.

Thanks for leaving me for a fucking boy You broke my fucking heart after years of friendship. fuck you

you're my meaning to life as a whole. and my inspiration to keep that life going. you make me feel ways i never could any other way. im addicted to you. you've got my heart in your hands, paige. please handle it well. im in this for life so long as you are. I am so committed to you. I'd give you my life if you asked for it. please never forget.

do you miss me? ik you don’t but i still miss you everyday. why lie and say i’ll call you back after i love you.

communication is key , we didn’t have that so i knew it was coming to an end and had to let you go , i’ll always have a love for you but not in a relationship way .

I love that I have you in my life, but sometimes the way that you speak is very condescending. I know that I am not perfect but I wish you would stop pointing those flaws out.

You became the person you feared the most and are living life like we never existed. We still exist. The pain does too.

you're my best friend. its always very easy to talk to you, we just understand each other too well. I love you im sorry if i dont show it enough

This letter is adressed to you but the "first love" is myself. Im apologizing to myself for letting you bully me for four years and make me cry myself to sleep to the point I couldnt handle it on my own anymore. Im apologizing to u because Im sorry the only way you felt fit to gain popularity was to push me back further into the ditch. Dear self, Finally, for the first time in a long time, I love you.

i did not deserve any of the pain you caused me. I am yet to get a apology. Its like youve gotten away with it. You have not.

i just want to be little again when everything was simple and you had long hair and a mole on your nose and i knew you and i loved you.

i wish you saw yourself the way i saw you but i can’t tell you how i see you. then you’ll know how i feel.

i replay the first time you said i love you over and over again bc i’m scared i’ll never hear it again

i don't want to but, i'm gonna back off. you make it seem like i should. but i'll always be here, always.

no one is to blame but myself but i still wish you told me before you did it. i am very much still absolutely infatuated with you.

car-rides, rainy nights, music, tea, mcdonalds unsalted fries, tears, laughters but mostly a priceless friendship.

it was never love, but u changed my life and i'm so glad it was you and no one else.
I will never forget that summer

i was oblivious until you told me, but i think subconsciously part of me knew. i care about you so much

thank you for being you. you made me feel at home. it hurts knowing youre with him rn. but you'll always be my princess.

I’m mad at you for breaking every promise, and letting me think it was okay to get attached to you. But if you asked, I’d come back to you in a heartbeat. You’re all I think about, I love you Paige.

I was the toxic one, and I’m so so sorry I did that to you. I should’ve let you come to me instead of pressure you. I love you with my whole heart, I hope we find our way back to each other someday.

You deserve the world. I hope you’re better. You’re gorgeous, inside and out, I’d do anything to help you see what I see .

I miss you so much. I have dreams that we catch up on each Others life and it seems so real. I miss you and I loved you

you need braces and your freckles are ugly. if i had the chance to beat the fuck out of you id do it in a heart beat. oh and how’s the hand me down dick treating you? ugly whore.
-you know who.
and NO i do NOT want your bf.

ofc i think of you. I'm sorry we didnt meet differently. I always wish you well though. Always

I will always care about you

I wish I could love you but I can’t sort out my own feelings and I don’t want to hurt you. I’m sorry

My heart latches onto you

I want you to be happy more than I want you to be with me .. still sucks tho

i would rather be friends than nothing if i confessed to you

I thought we could have been something but you broke me

if I could go back and change anything it would be making our whatever go somewhere

I still think about you and us. Even though I don’t want to. I wish you would show up at my door.

To the love of my life. I will find you in every lifetime. I love you.

its coo maybe we could talk again if youre ever ready :3

how'd choosing your mom go? did she give you smtn to believe in?

I found the loml and it wasn’t you. I hope you find yours one day. Good luck.

i feel a part of me will always miss you, I just wish you’d reach out to talk one more time

I like to think that it’s about me. That you really think I still deserve good things.

i miss our sushi dates

Why did you keep messaging me if you fell out of love?

i really wish you had never trusted her, you were the loml my love, i wish we could go back.

i will learn to u one day pls just be patient

you never even apologised for walking out on us. how could you?