Unsent messages to NINA

you’re the one that used me for attention, you liked the attention I gave you, you didn’t actually like me for me. Thanks for wasting my time, thanks for nothing but I moved on pretty fast I realized my worth I deserve better

I wish I were good enough for you. I wish you would feel the way I feel. I wish I could ask you what I needed to do to make you feel the same way.

Fuck you. How could you do this to me. You knew I loved him yet you still went behind my back. I will never forgive you for what you did. You ruined everything.

Love isn’t just romantic. You were my everything and I ruined that and god i will never forgive myself. You look so confident and happy now and I am so so proud of you. I wish I hadn’t been the force holding you back but I was. Thank you for cutting me out. Thank you for choosing you first. I’ll always miss you, but it’ll be with a smile, I promise, just for you.

I hope you know what you did. Your actions and words almost took my life, but I lived in spite of it. You saw my scars, you know why they were there. All I can say now is I hope you’ve learned from your mistakes...

i love you so much, though it hurts because i know we will never be anything more than friends. but maybe i want it to stay that way.

Have u ever felt the same way ? We’ve drifted apart but i would still come back in a heartbeat.
I’ve never felt the way i felt with u when i realized what love felt like.
Why couldn’t you ever just give me a clear sign ?
8th grade, first love, “let me love you”

jestem o ciebie nadal zazdrosna. w sylwestra pijana czytałam wasze wiadomości. wydajesz mi się taka idealna - mądra i inteligentna, a ja nie jestem.

Honestly I don’t really understand my feelings for you but your an amazing person and I wish I had told you the truth or at least had let you speak, I wonder if things would have been different

i still think about what i did to you. i was an idiot. i know it wont be the same but i hope we can be civil

Hello, you make everything so cool i love you sm and i’m so glad we’re friends especially how u speak just makes me smile :))) ily keep being u

omg it's only been a few days and i already miss you i love you so much but you really hurt me i tried to make things work but you kinda gave up and i know youre going through a lot but i am too and i didn't treat you any differently i was so patient with you i got nothing out of this relationship besides a broken heart but it's not possible to be mad at you for sum reason lol anyways i hope your doing good take care of yourself

Please come back, just one last time. I won’t fuck it up this time. I will show you how important you are to me! Please

You deserve the best, you have a heart of gold and you are such a strong and caring person. You matter so much to me and everyone around you, don’t forget that no matter what life throws at you. You’re truly an amazing person to know and I know you’re going to do great things in life. Don’t worry too much about the things you can’t control, I hope you choose to love yourself as much as I love you.

You're the definition of right person wrong time. I hope that you are finally happy and found someone good for you.

even though you'll never feel the same, i hope you always think of me when you listen to "Mr. Loverman."

hi, idk if you’ll ever see this but i love you alot, youve saved me from do many things im not sure how to repay you, i do try my best to make you laugh and feel loved but sometimes i just feel like its not good enough but??‍♂️, im also a very jealous and confusing person my trust issues are horrific and i tend to overthink everything for no reason. but you have my heart❤️

hi, idk if you’ll ever see this but i love you alot, youve saved me from do many things im not sure how to repay you, i do try my best to make you laugh and feel loved but sometimes i just feel like its not good enough but??‍♂️, im also a very jealous and confusing person my trust issues are horrific and i tend to overthink everything for no reason. but you have my heart❤️

Hey ho*, keep your chin up and stop being so hard on urself. I appreciate u more than u know and I know u appreciate me too but don't know how to express that. super proud of everything you have done and I know there is so much more ahead of u.

but like what was the reason why did you go like that? for what.. after everything i did for you saving you multiple time you leave bc of roblox??? LOL we all know you used me for the compliments you crave and your popularity to get rumors on me and now look what you did to me. ik you see it. im not dumb. but do you have the time to care no because your too busy getting rid of people and making sure people have a terrible life just for your pleasure and lemme tell you its not a cute look and everyone secretly hates you:D!!

I forgive you for all that I was put through with you. Being in that relationship was probably one of the most stressful obstacles of my entire life. You made me feel so guilty within myself to the point where I felt nothing but sadness with you. I beat myself everyday wondering what else I should’ve done different during that time. At a point I felt like we were inseparable. I was a fool to even think that. But you taught me so many thing’s about myself that I had to learn individually. In a way I’m glad you put me through hell, but then again I still wonder what my life would’ve been like if our relationship didn’t go to shit. I think about how I’d probably still be beating myself up, because I would’ve never gotten the chance to find myself. I was attached to you like glue. But I had no business it was my first real relationship. You started the ropes but I finished them out myself. I forgive you, but I will never ever forget what I went through. When I got over you it felt like a breath of fresh air, a huge ass boulder being lifted off my shoulders. I knew God had my back with that one because I ended up finding the most beautiful person in this world. My inner peace.

it's lily again. i'm gonna be more open now. you deserve the world and i'm ready to show you how i really feel.

purple reminds me of you. there has not been a day where you have not crossed my mind. it’s eating me up alive

hey, it's lily. i bottle up all of my emotions and sometimes idk what to say, but i promise that i have so much love for you inside of me. if soulmates are real, then you're mine.

You my friend need to get yourself in check and order. If you really care about your friends then you wouldn’t do this. You hold grudges to long and take your anger out on people when we did nothing wrong. I really hope you improve.

god i miss you so much. almost as much as i hate you. didn’t we have good times? you didn’t have to block me

you’re are so valid and you’re beautiful the way you are and remember to eat and drink water also have the best taste in music even though your shy i think you’re cool ?

I hope you’re doing okay...I still think about you and I still miss you. Thank you so much for the 4 years you gave me

please tell me that it's a lie. please tell me you aren't actually in love with your best friend. i love you. even if you choose her over me, i'll always love you.