Unsent Messages

I forgive you for all that I was put through with you. Being in that relationship was probably one of the most stressful obstacles of my entire life. You made me feel so guilty within myself to the point where I felt nothing but sadness with you. I beat myself everyday wondering what else I should’ve done different during that time. At a point I felt like we were inseparable. I was a fool to even think that. But you taught me so many thing’s about myself that I had to learn individually. In a way I’m glad you put me through hell, but then again I still wonder what my life would’ve been like if our relationship didn’t go to shit. I think about how I’d probably still be beating myself up, because I would’ve never gotten the chance to find myself. I was attached to you like glue. But I had no business it was my first real relationship. You started the ropes but I finished them out myself. I forgive you, but I will never ever forget what I went through. When I got over you it felt like a breath of fresh air, a huge ass boulder being lifted off my shoulders. I knew God had my back with that one because I ended up finding the most beautiful person in this world. My inner peace.