Unsent messages to NILE

I love you so much you’re amazing and funny I can’t describe how much i love you

I see you everywhere, I wished it could've worked out, I'm sorry for being a mistake.

ur the first boy to ever make me feel this way. please never leave me. i love you so so much.

Its your gf, I feel like youre falling out of love with me but I really need you. Please don't leave

I miss drinking coffee with you, ordering burgers and watching your favourite shows under the sheets

I’ve thought about you everyday for the past 7 years, I think I’ll love you forever.

i have a crush on u since eight grade

I think I like you

you never said it, but you felt it. and maybe that's why we couldn't last. I hope you know I felt it ,too. s

i'm sorry i didn't realize sooner. i'm sorry i didn't see how terribly we effected one another. i miss you every day. i've tried making myself hate you, but i can't. i can't hate the person who showed me my identity, i can't hate the only person who stayed for five long years. you shot me down twice in that time period, but i was still happy to have you as a friend. i'm sorry our last ever conversation was me begging for you to stay; you deserved a real goodbye and a genuine thank you. we will never be as close as we were ever again, and a part of me is okay with that. a part of me longs to hear you call me honey again, it longs for the connection we once had. ever since then, i've been getting better. i've worked on myself. i've been helping others who have gone through situations like mine, and i want to thank you for giving me the heart to do so. i hope that sometime in the future we can be friends without hurting each other. i hope you're doing well.