Unsent messages to AAMORI

sometimes i think of you and i miss you a lot, i wish i wasn't so fucked up the the head, i still love you and i don't want to admit it because i know it wouldn't go well, i've moved on and i'm proud of myself but its weird because every time you randomly text me my heart jumps a little... i just wish you weren't with that girl and that you'd love me again and i can love you the way i should have. i hate you so much and honestly i don't want anything to do with the person you are now because i don't know her, i miss the old girl. but to the girl i once knew i love you, and i'll wait for however long i have to. :)