I wish you didn't have this effect on me. I'm hopelessly in love with you and it hurts. Is it supposed to hurt this much?

I wish you knew the intensity of my spirals. It would explain the doubts, the on-off switch and the unresponsiveness. If you knew, would you tell me to leave?

I wish you didn’t affect me this much.

I hate that you have this power over me to completely ruin my mood when you don’t live up to my expectations of you. I am resentful and I become mean. I shut you out.

i wish i met you earlier. i wish you could have taught me how to love and saved me from the hurt. but now i have you and now i have to learn how to love you while simultaneously dealing with my hurt.

I always thought u were awesome. hope you're well.