I told you everything, you told me you weren't going to leave me but you did. I can't even listen to some songs anymore because I shared them with you.

hey. so... literally 4 years later. You were the first boy I've ever cried in front of. I know, when I did I said it was joke and lied about it saying i'm a great actress, but it was real. Ever since year 1 i liked you. You were literally my best friend. You let me draw runes on your hand calling them silly. I never showed you my emotions, since i'm scared of love. But i did. I liked you. a lot. time went on you got a beautiful girl friend and i see your happy. And that makes me happy. If i could go back i would, but i can't. We're stuck in the present and i'm still me and your still you. Anyways thanks for comforting me that day. It was a side of men that i've never experienced first hand. you made me feel safe.