From: ABC
To: Nat
Date: November 30, 2020, 7:11 pm UTC
Ojalá hubiera podido darme cuenta de que la relación se estaba hundiendo, realmente te amo y me da igual volver contigo, volvería mil veces si hace falta, pq te amo pero sé que tú ya me olvidaste...
From: ABC
To: Nat
Date: November 30, 2020, 2:40 am UTC
1 year ago today was the last time I saw you alive and healthy and it breaks my heart. I miss you and love you so so much❤️
From: ABC
To: Nat
Date: November 22, 2020, 4:49 am UTC
i don't know if you will see this, but i saw your message on here. i knew it had to be you. there's a thousand things i want to say but i really just want you to know that you're not a burden. you are one of the greatest people i've ever met and i usually wouldn't say that about anyone. you are so special and you have so much to offer this world and i really hope you see that. we may never meet again in this life but i don't think i'll ever forget you. you deserve so much more than you'll ever know. i hope you find someone to love and confide in and that they bring you nothing but complete happiness. also, i'd like to think that in some parallel universe far away there's a version of us with a tiny lavender cafe somewhere in europe that has fake succulents and maybe even highland cattle and a little garden. but maybe it exists in our next life too. you'll always have a place in my heart, take care.
From: ABC
To: Nat
Date: November 18, 2020, 9:18 am UTC
My first girl love, wow. Thank you, for changing my life and showing me who I really am. Even if you're probably straight, I am forever grateful for your impact on me. I like boys, and girls, and that's okay :)
From: ABC
To: Nat
Date: October 26, 2020, 7:03 pm UTC
You forced me to fall in love with you then refused to love me back. It made me think not being loved was normal.
From: ABC
To: Nat
Date: October 9, 2020, 5:26 pm UTC
I just wish you would text me and we could be together again. sry this is so long. I miss you so much (p4)
From: ABC
To: Nat
Date: October 9, 2020, 5:24 pm UTC
I cant listen to Clairo anymore bc she reminds me of you, when you told me 4ever was your favorite song. (p3
From: ABC
To: Nat
Date: October 6, 2020, 9:04 pm UTC
The other day, you said you loved me for the first time and I said it back. I have loved you since day 1. Since you sat in the shower with me while I cried, since you drove to my house at 11pm just to see me, since every sleepover we've had. You are my best friend and I can't wait to make so many adorably dumb memories with you, cutie, Xx.